Chapter 5

Zayn was shaking his knee and jiggling with excitement as he drove to his audition, he was nervous as hell and he was shaking all over.

"you'll be fine babe, deep breaths you're an amazing singer." I said. I kissed his cheek and he stumbled towards the stage for his audition. I watched from the side and listened to his beautiful voice echo through the stadium. He got three yes's and he ran off the stage and spun me around in a big hug. I could hear him sobbing and when I saw his face he was grinning with tears down his face. I gave him a kiss and his whole family ran into a big group hug around us, jumping and screaming.

He had to be ready to go to bootcamp in one week so I helped him pack his bag when we got back to his house. I was trying to fit all of his stuff in his bag when he spun me around and kissed me passionately. I wrapped my legs around his waist and we fell back onto his bed, still kissing.

"you have to pack your stuff." I said while he was kissing down my neck.

"screw it, I have time." he said pulling his lips back to mine.

We continued kissing for a while and things began to get more heated, I pulled his shirt off and he pulled back, silently asking for permission. I nodded, I was ready for himā€¦ always. He pulled my shirt of me and brought his lips back to mine, slowly unbuttoning his jeans.

Five days later

Tears welled up in my eyes as I saw him packing his car. He was going away for a week, that wouldn't be so bad if, at the end of it he could be going away for much longer. I know that he would be faithful to me, but it wouldn't be fair on him, I don't want to be an unwanted distraction. He came up to me and gave me a big hug and kiss. It wasn't goodbye yet but I knew it was soon.

"I'll skype you every night and call and text you and tell you everything that happens." he said kissing my forehead. I smiled, I knew he would. He was amazing like that.

"have fun babe. And good luck, your gonna knock their socks off." I said trying to hide the fact that I was crying.

"I'll miss you babe. I love you." he said kissing my hair.

"I love you too."I said as he got into the passengers seat of the car and blew a kiss from behind the window. I felt a small tear fall down my cheek as the car disappeared from view. I went into my house and lay on my bed, letting the tears fall down my face.

That night I got a text from Zayn. Hey babe, I made some friends :) go on skype now and meet them?

I pulled my laptop onto the bed and sat in front of it. Seconds later a video chat request appeared. I accepted and Zayn appeared on camera smiling up at me. He waved into the camera and a few people were sitting around him.

"hi Anna!" he said and I smiled at his beautiful face.

"hey! Who are your friends?" I asked.

"friends?" one of them scoffed sarcastically. "I wouldn't be friends with someone like him! Gah!" he said as Zayn threw a pillow at him.

"that's Louis, he thinks he's funny." Zayn said.

"hiiiiiiiiiiiā€¦ i'm guessing your Zayn's girlfriend? Well, you wanna piece o' dis?" he said stroking his chest 'seductively'.

"i'm fine thanks. But i'm sure Zayn would." I winked. He laughed and Louis pulled him into a big hug.

"Anyway, this is Louis, obviously, and this is Liam and this is Rebecca." they all waved at the camera and a someone else called them away so it was just me and Zayn chatting. We talked for a couple of hours and them Louis came back in demanding his 'boyfriend' back. I blew a kiss at the camera and we signed off.

On the last day of bootcamp my phone sat on the table in front of me while I stared impatiently at it, waiting for it to ring. Zayn was finding out if he made it through about now so I was a nervous wreck. I wanted his to get it soooo badly but a teeny tiny bit wanted him all to myself. After a few agonizing minutes it rang, I picked it up before it got to the second ring.

"what happened?" I demanded. I heard him sniffing in the background. Oh no.

"I d-didn't make it A. I didn't get through." he said, his voice cracking at the end. Tears welled up in my eyes.

"oh no, it's okay! Please don't cry Zayn." I said.

"I have to go, i'm not supposed to be talking to you. I'll call you soon." he said and then hung up. Tears fell down my cheeks and his mum and dad looked expectantly at me.

"he didn't get through."I said beginning to cry properly. His mum gasped and his dad pulled her into a big hug.

It had been fifteen minuted since Zayn called and I was getting really concerned. I wanted to be able to hug him and comfort him. My phone rang again and as soon as I answered it I heard screams coming from the other end.

"I made it! They put me into a band! I'm gonna be on X factor!" he yelled. I screamed and him mum and dad came into the room and I told them the news. He was really happy and said he would be home tonight and we would skype them and meet them properly.

When he got home I ran up to him and jumped into a big hug. He pulled me off my feet and gave me a passionate kiss while spinning me around. We jumped around and yelled and him mum and dad came and he gave them each a hug.

We went inside and he unpacked his things and re-packed other stuff for going to Niall's house. He lay down on his bed and pulled me towards me to cuddle. Then his phone beeped. He sighed.

"it's Louis, the boys want to meet you." he said pulling his laptop onto the bed in front of us. He accepted their request and four different faces were smiling up at me from different places. I wont lie, they were all really fit.

Sorry it's been a little while, I recently fell off while horse riding and I've been caught up at doctors appointments and such. My legs okay, it's not broken, it will just take a while to heal and I scored some crutches! Thank you for the reviews, they definitely make me want to write more and they brighten up my day :)

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