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(Cammie's POV)

I talked for two ours straight, starting from when he left me, ending with now. He just sat there, with a stony look on his face, quietly listening. Finally, after an awkward silence, he said, "Fine. Let's go to sleep now." I took that to mean that he accepted it; he just wasn't ready to forgive me yet. As tired as I was, I couldn't fall asleep. Thoughts kept racing through my mind. How would I tell the C.I.A. about how to take down the circle? Would they believe me? How would my mom react to me killing dad? Would Zach forgive me? Would my mom forgive me? Would Joe and Abby forgive me? Would I split Bex and Grant, Macey andPreston, and Liz and Jonas apart? I hope not. I hate not knowing, all spies do. I needed answers. I drifted off to sleep, an insane plane forming in my half conscious mind.

~Time skip~

I woke up, knowing that what I was about to do was crazy, but that I really couldn't do anything else. I wrote a letter to the C.I.A., explaining how to defeat the C.O.C., made it untraceable, and stuck it in the mail. Next I wrote a letter to my mom, not caring that she could trace it here, knowing that I would be gone. I told her I loved her, that Dad had loved us, that I didn't want to kill him, but that in order for the plan to work, I had to, and that she would finally be safe. I then wrote a letter to Grant, Jonas, andPreston, telling them what had happened, and to not hate their girlfriends, to hate me. I then proceeded to tell Bex, Macey and Liz what I was doing. I told them it was insane to come after me, to try and stop me, to even bother loving me. Because when you love someone, they get hurt or they die. I wouldn't let that happen, because even though I still loved them, if they didn't love me, they'd be fine, so in turn I was fine. I told them to forget about me, that I was in the past, and that they shouldn't love me. I hurt to say all that, but I did what needed to be done. Finally, I wrote my letter to Joe and Abby, explaining EVERYTHING, and then I told them to stop being dumb and kiss each other.

I then wrote a letter to Zach, telling him I was sorry and that I still loved him, but that we couldn't ever be together, it was to dangerous and we'd end up being hurt. I told him I'd miss him so much, but to move on, and to be happy. I told him I'd always loved him, but that he needed to stop caring about me. I told him to forget about me, about us. I laughed bitterly to myself, that's what he had said when he broke up with me a year ago. Wow, it felt so much longer ago. I was emotionally crippled, but I didn't care, I knew that everyone I cared about was safe, and that was all it took for me. I dropped the letters into the mail box and as I climbed into my car, I knew that the truth had finally set me free.

(Bex's POV)

That idiot, what was Cammie thinking? I was going to find her no matter what. I didn't care, with Macey, Liz, Grant, Jonas, and Zach's help, I knew I would.

(Zach's POV)

What was Cammie thinking? She knew I wouldn't ever stop loving her, right? I needed to get her back, I needed to. She was my everything. I called Bex, and we both said the same thing, "We need to find her."

The End

No joke this time. But, there will be a sequel called, you guessed it, finding Cammie. Look for it soon. Please review my other story, Cammie's Song. I know I said I didn't want reviews, but I do want some, having no reviews for a chapter is not fun.