Hello! I know, I know. I'm SOOO sorry I haven't been around. It's been months and months since I've been writing much here, but I have

been writing. A lot of it isn't ready to be posted. A lot of it is also very chaotic and dark.

This year has been a rough, wild ride for myself and my family. I was diagnosed with depression, my husband and I have been going through a

lot of things together. We've had many rough nights of threatening to leave or sleeping in separate rooms. My diagnosis has really put a dent in

my life and it has affected everyone around me. Not only that, but I was diagnosed with an ED. I don't really want to go into the specifics of it,

but I've been dealing with these issues (both the depression and ED) my whole life, but have always been afraid of getting help. I've always

been afraid no one would understand. For a majority of the time, it still feels like that.

I'm working on it all, though. Please, bear with me as I try to gather all of my broken pieces and glue them back together. Much love to you,


With love,

whatever you really want to call me (ref: read biography)