Ch. 29 Talk Pt. 1
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I was running, feeling the breeze around me and the sound of the animals and crickets in the woods. The whole time I was on my way home my mind was on Bella. The look of hurt, sadness, and tear streaked face were burned into my mind. It killed me that I had caused that but I needed to know what was wrong with her. All I knew that whatever was bothering her, had to do with Phil Dwyer. Now what could have happened?
As I thought about it as I neared the house it hit me it was probably because he would hit her that was triggered today when Riley was forceful with her today. My jaw clenched at the thought of it. How could he do that to her? If you care for someone you don't do something that will make them unhappy. You would only want their happiness.
As I got to the house, I could hear my family inside doing different things. Esme was working on her designs to remodel the living room, Carlisle was in his study, Alice and Rosalie were trying out clothes they had bought this morning, and Emmett and Jasper were playing video games. I sighed and sat on the steps leading to the house. I put my face in my hands. What should I do? Wait to talk to Bella until tomorrow? Wait a few days? Although I'm sure I wouldn't survive. Should I go back and talk to her now or in a few hours to see if how she's doing at least?
As I sat there in deep thought I didn't realize that someone was approaching me until I felt a hand on my shoulder which made me jump in surprise.
"Wow that's a first." Jasper thought amused by my reaction.
I glared at him.
"I'm sorry." He said apologetically.
I sighed, "It's fine."
"So what's up with you? Your emotions are confused, nervous, scared and then you're having an internal battle with yourself." He said looking at me curiously.
"I'm surprised Emmett let you leave while you guys were playing videogames." I said teasingly trying to distract him since I didn't want to have this conversation now. Although it was dumb since I could use some advice at how to handle situations like this one.
"Nice try. So what happened with you and Bella? Did you guys fight?" he asked curiously.
I pinched the bridge of my nose then nodded, "Yeah we did. She wouldn't tell me what was wrong with her and I got mad and we argued then she kicked me out. I don't know what to do! Should I wait a few days? A few hours until I talk to her?" I asked him desperately.
I heard Rosalie snort from inside the house and that's when I realized that my whole family was listening.
"Rosalie." Alice said angrily.
"Oh my poor son..." Esme thought.
"Edward just let her sleep on what happened today and go talk to her when she wakes up tomorrow. She'll have a clearer mind and so will you. Then talk to her about what happened today, I'm sure everything will be fine."
I sighed. He was probably right, although I was dying to go back and see her.
He chuckled, "I know you're anxious to see her but you got to give each other some space."
I sighed, "Yeah, you're probably right."
"Stop being so dramatic Edward!" Emmett yelled from inside
He laughed again and got up, "C'mon! Let's go play some video games."
I got up and followed him inside, though what I wanted to do is go see Bella…Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day…
I was sitting playing the piano as the sun rose. I was getting anxious to go see Bella but I knew it was still too early to go see her so I was trying to distract myself.
I was deep in concentration playing "Moonlight Sonata No. 14" by Beethoven when I felt Alice come and sit next to me. My hands paused and waited for her to say something.
"No don't stop I love hearing you play." She thought as she looked at me with a smile.
I nodded in assessment and continued playing.
"So what's on your mind?" I asked.
"I know that you're worried about what Bella will tell you today, but I saw a vision that you have nothing to worry about unless something changes but I'm positive that everything will be fine." She told me reassuringly.
I love that Alice and I could have this type of communication. It was nice that we could have a private conversation. That's why Alice and I were the closest we got along great and we had this bond with our powers since we could communicate so easily,
I nodded, "Thank you Alice."
"No problem. Don't ever doubt yours and Bella's relationship because you guys are soul mates and nothing can come between that. So guys hit on Bella that isn't gonna do anything. Bella love's you and only you Edward." She said in a matter-of-fact.
My heart swelled at her words, now I was really dying to see her, but I had to be patient, they did say that "good things happen to those who wait"
I decided to distract myself and concentrate on what I was playing. Alice stayed with me enjoying me playing and also my company. I continued playing until the sun had completely risen. By now Esme was behind me with her hands on my shoulder.
"Don't worry Edward, everything will turn out fine. Bella was probably still in shock after what happened yesterday." She said to me. "Poor Bella, she shouldn't have to deal with things like that. How I wish she would stop and get an education. Edward is right that she should." She thought.
She was right. Bella shouldn't have to deal with this. If only she would listen to me…
I patted Esme's hands to show her that I appreciated her concern and got up. As I did I ruffled Alice's hair which she did not like. She stuck her tongue out at me and growled playfully.
I was soon going to go see Bella but I was really nervous about it. What was I gonna say to her?
"Edward if you want I can go I can go and talk to her first see how she's doing and then I could call you and tell you if she's ready or not for you to talk to her?" Alice offered.
Her proposal was great! I loved how she knew exactly what I needed.
"Yes that would be amazing Alice. I would really appreciate it." I said grateful.
She nodded and smiled, but then her expression became panicked and before I could panic she yelled, "Oh my gosh! This mean I need to go change my outfit! I can't go out looking like this!" She said pointing down at her jeans and tank top outfit.
She ran upstairs in a blur and I just rolled my eyes while Esme chuckled beside me.
"That's Alice for you." She said still chuckling.
Ten minutes later she came down wearing leggings and a long sleeved, flowy, dark blue shirt with matching dark blue flats.
"Okay I'm ready!" She said loudly.
Rosalie came down next rolling her eyes. How annoying she was sometimes! How does Emmett stand her?
"Alice thanks so much for doing this for me, I really appreciate it." I told her.
"Edward it's no problem. You're my brother and I love you, I want to see you happy. I also love Bella and I want to see her happy too." She said looking solemnly into my eyes.
I nodded. I love Alice. She was the best sister I could ever have. I couldn't ask for a better sister.
"Well I better get going. I'll call you later to let you know if she's ready to talk to you. Okay?"
I nodded and watched nervously as she walked out the door and into her car which was a yellow Porsche.
I hoped that Alice could help Bella out and also get her to talk to me…
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