Renesmee meets this boy while in the woods. She doesn't realize it just yet, but after she first looked him in the eyes, her world would change completely.

This is my first fanfic so sorry if it sucked. :P

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Full Moon

Book I

~Renesmee~

Preface

I've been told time and time again to stay away from him, to stay away from the danger, but something inside me kept urging me back to him. Now, we had no other choice, but to stay away from each other, for our lives depended on it. I gazed out my window and looked up at the crescent moon, and heard the howls and cries of the Children of the Moon.

Chapter 1

My Jacob

My Jacob? Well, words can not describe the feelings that I have for him. He's been there for me ever since I was born. Sure there were other people who I loved besides him, but no matter what, he will always hold a very special place in my heart. If I ever felt down, there was always my Jacob to come to. If I ever felt alone, Jacob was always there. I don't think that there's any person, creature, or thing on the planet that could ever replace him, and there wasn't.

It's been about 3 years since the Volturi had come for us. Had come to kill my family and me. My growth had slowed, as informed by Nahuel, but even though I was only 3 years of age, well in 2 months I'd be 3, I resembled a 12-13 year old girl that has had one heck of a growth sprit. I felt it wasn't fair at all. Having to grow so quickly without having a say-so. My body changed in ways I never thought possible. My breast started to develop, and my voice lost it's high, adorably pitch. I wasn't too mad about that part though, because now people finally stopped having the erg to go "Awww" and pick me up like I was as big as a doll. The one part about going through female puberty that I hated the most was something called PMS. Ugh! I hate my period. I am glad that I am able to produce children with whomever I fall in love with, but having an unfertilized egg mixed with blood squirt out of you every month was not a good feeling. And don't even get me started on pads! I never had to wear a diaper in my entire life and once I reach the stages of becoming a woman, I have to. Well, it's either that or have something stick inside of you all day.

Ever since I began puberty, my parents, mostly my father, have been putting me in very, and I mean very, non-revealing outfits. They've been worrying about how guys who looked my age would start harassing me or trying to flirt with me and stuff like that. I remember the day when my father had been worrying so much about me that my mother promised him to give me the talk about "the birds and the bees" if you know what I mean. I don't blame her though. I probably would have done the same thing too. My father has been looking like he was going to have a heart attack, if it were possible, ever since my body began to develop. He's even gone to the extinct to where on a sunny day when we went back to visit Jacob in Forks, he made me where clothes as if I were going to Antarctica. I don't know what they did with Alice. Probably tied her up. Anyways, back to "the talk" my mother gave me. After that, I thought I would never look at her the same way again, but I recovered after a few.

*Flashback*

"Nessie, would you come have a seat with me. I'd like to have a talk with you." my mother said nervously. I sat down on the couch of our new home in New Hampshire.

"Talk about what?" I asked.

"Well, Renesmee, you know how your father have been doing all these weird things ever since you've...been growing up." Oh no, when my mother called me by my full name, it meant something bad was about to happen.

"Yeah..." I said, holding the word longer than usual.

"Umm, sweetie, your father have been doing these things because of...because of boys."

"What about boys?"

"Well, Renesmee, you're developing a woman's body and that causes boys who look your age to get...excited.", Oh boy, I thought to myself.

"And when boys get excited, they're going to try and do things you aren't ready for."

"What kind of things?" I asked curiously, and after she answered, I wished I hadn't.

"They try to get alone with you. When you're alone with a boy, 9 out of 10 times he's going to try and take your clothes off. Remember that if a boy does this, he's not thinking the way he normally would because of something called an erection, but I'm sure you may know of it as a "boner". When boys get erections they feel very sexually driven, which means they will do anything to get it to die down, and in order for it to die down they have to find a way to release sexual tension. The easiest way for them to "release" is to have sex.

"If you're dumb enough to actually let them have sex with you, you're most likely going to get pregnant and you won't ever see that boy ever again. Not because he'll leave you, but because before he even tries to leave your father is going to kill him. Now do you want that? Having a baby who's father was murdered by their grandfather and who's mother is referred to as a slut. And all this will happen just because you were alone with a boy. I understand that you are at the age where your hormones are racing and you might not be thinking clearly, but try to have some restraint, okay. I understand how hard it is to control these feelings, but just think about what I said. Well, my job is done. If you ever need any advice or just want to come talk to me, I'm always open, and this will be just between you and me. I love you sweetie, my life."

Finally my mom walked away, leaving me with the most dumbfounded expression I've ever had in my entire life. After that I was speechless. Then, when I finally came back to earth, I heard my Uncle Em and Aunt Rose cracking up from upstairs.

*End of Flashback*

Ahhh parents, you can't get rid of them, and something inside of you just forces you to love them. I'd been visiting Jake a lot more often after that. He was my savior. The only thing that could get me out of the craziness I call home.

"Nessie?", I heard Jacob say, interrupting my thoughts. Oh, I forgot I was at his house.

"Umm...your parents called and said it was time for you to leave." I heard his voice break at the word "leave".

I'd been so caught up in my thoughts that I missed 3 hours of free time with Jacob, my Jacob. No, no no no. I remember when Jacob asked me if I wanted to do anything else, like cliff diving and hanging out with the pack, Sam's pack, and their mates. I rejected the offer because I wanted to talk with Jacob about something. Now it was too late. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid! I should bring this on myself. It's all my fault for wasting a whole 3 hours with Jacob, who I only got to see on the weekends. Though, I did miss the Denali Coven and my loving, welcoming family.

"Oh, okay, but...urr, Jake, I wanted to talk to you about something." I said.

"Well, why didn't you talk to me about it 5 hours ago. We would have had plenty of time. Not to mention something to do rather than watch this crappy T.V.." 5 hours? I'd wasted 5 hours with Jacob. This just kept getting better and better.

"I...uh, was kind of caught up in my thoughts, you know. Wasn't really thinking about it 'till the last minute." I responded after about 2 minutes went by. Wow, I had a full 2 minutes to come up with something and that's all I had? I know I could do better.

"Oh, okay Ness, but your father said he wanted you here in 30 minutes, no longer. Can it wait 'till this Friday?"

"Fine." I said with a sigh.

"Yeah, I know Ness. I wish you could stay longer too." Jacob said, sighing himself.

I wonder why Jake never said anything throughout these past 5 hours. Which has something to do with what I wanted to ask him. I wanted to know what was going on. Why out of all the vampires he's killed and hated, he decided to befriend my family, mostly me? He always gave me this look. This glowing look. The exact same look that I'd see Quil give Claire. I'd seen this look when Sam looked at Emily, the woman he was getting married to this weekend, and the way Paul looked at Rachel and Jared and Kim, but the look Jacob gave me, and Quil gave Claire was so different from the others.

"Okay Ness, I guess we better hit the road." Jacob said, interrupting my thoughts, again.

"Okay" I said to him, "but why are we in such a rush. Usually we have an extra 20 minutes before we had to leave."

"I don't know...Oh Yeah! Your family said they needed to talk to you. They already told me what it was and it's good news Ness!" He said, suddenly turning sad and disappointed, to excited and full of energy.

"What is it?"

"Uh, I'll let them tell you. I promise, it's the best news ever."

"The best..." I trailed off.

I started to drift back into my thoughts of what could possibly be happening and what could make it "the best news ever". Then, I realized that time went by quickly, when you were occupied. Jacob dropped me off at the door way of my 3 story home. We were greeted by my father before we could even knock on the door.

"Hello Jacob." my father's angelic voice said.

"Hey, thanks for this by the way. I really appreciate it. Maybe now you can stop wasting plane tickets huh?" Jacob said with a smirk.

"Maybe, if Carlisle doesn't change his mind." my father responded with a smirk of his own.

"Yeah, well anyways Nessie, I'll see you later, okay."

"Bye Jake." I said giving him a hug. He pulled away a lot quicker than usual and left our porch.

I watched him as he pulled off in the rabbit. Then I sat down my suitcases and got comfortable on the couch for what ever was about to happen next.

"Hey Nessie." my family greeted me.

"Did Jacob already tell you?" Uncle Em said, sounding a little unconcerned.

"No" I answered, "so what is this "good news", exactly."

"We're moving back to Forks." my mother answered.

"Really? No way, Jacob's going to be so excited! Well, he's already excited, but...umm, why are we moving back? I thought you guys said Charlie..."

"Charlie won't be a problem." Alice said in her feathery voice,"I saw it in my vision. Ugh, I'm so glad I finally found a loop hole to not being able to see you and the shape-shifters. Well, I still can't see you, but the visions aren't as blurry anymore."

"Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you!" I said while hugging my parents.

This is going to be perfect. It's going to be just like the days when I was a baby, well a physically developed baby anyways. I wasn't going to have to wait almost a whole week to see Jake anymore. He'd just be right around the corner. No more airplanes, no more packing and unpacking clothes all the time. I can't see how this could get any better. My life will be complete. Not because I'd have my old room, the town I was born in, or the surroundings in which my parents don't always have to watch me 24/7. My life would be complete because I'd have him, my savior, my Jacob.


End of chapter. I hope you liked it. I have school and a book report, so if the next chapter doesn't come up soon, you know what I'm doing. :) If people don't review, then I won't upload. Why waste my time posting if no one is looking at it?

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