Disclaimers: I don't own X, and anything associated with it. Clamp does. So please don't sue me because I have no money and my boss would fire me and replace me with a monkey.yeah. and this is a Yaoi fic so sorry if that bothers you. Well here's the first chapter. Enjoy.


".And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am."

Goo Goo Dolls-Iris


Today is no ordinary day for me; in fact it is one of the most important. Today is my first day at my new school. I'm incredibly nervous because I don't know anybody since I just moved recently to Tokyo.

Wait; first off let me introduce my self. I'm Shirou Kamui and I'm 16 years old. I happen to have the biggest eye fetish. For some unknown reason I really like looking at other people's eyes. I also happen to like my own very much, they're an indigo colour. People tell me that they make me look girly, since I'm "fragile" to begin with. I happen to think that they're wrong, even though I know its true.

I've just moved to Tokyo with my mom and aunt from Osaka, since my aunt just got a job as the school nurse at Clamp Campus, my new school. While that's the reason they give their friends. Yes my aunt did just get a job at my new school, but I've had some bad problems with my old one making us move.

Now to continue where I left off, ah yes I've just finished getting dressed in my uniform, which consisted of a white shirt with a black tie /I really hate it/, and black pants. I quickly look myself over in the mirror when I hear my mom calling me down for breakfast.

"Kamui hurry up or you won't be able to eat," I hear my mom shout.

So I run down to kitchen and give her a quick peck on the cheek before sitting down to eat my breakfast. As I'm eating I see my aunt walk into the kitchen, so I give her a smile, which is all I can do since my mouth is full of cereal.

"Good morning would you like me to drive you to school?" I hear my aunt ask.

I swallow my food before replying, " No thank you aunt Tokiko, I would like to walk."

"If you insist," she responds back as she grabs her lunch. "Well then I'll see you later," she says before walking off.

I take a look at the clock a couple minutes later and realize if I don't head out now I'll be late for my first day. So I pack up, say goodbye to my mom and head out the door. As I'm walking down the street I take in the scenery. The sakura trees are marvelous this time of year and I notice that a couple of petals have fallen on to me. Now as I'm picking them off I don't realize that there's a figure in front of me, and I smash right into him.

The figure looks up at me and offers me his hand. He has the nicest golden eyes and I notice that he looks like a Goth. His nails are painted black; he's wearing a black trench coat over his uniform, and is wearing black stud earrings. Never mind, he is a Goth. I also notice that he looks like he could have a very nice smile, but I can only presume since he isn't smiling.

"Are you okay?" he asks

I can only nod since my attention is still to his eyes. I see him look me over, and then I realize that he's wearing the same uniform as me.

He sticks out his and I shake it.

"Monuh Fuuma," he says.

"Shirou Kamui. Nice to meet you to," I reply.

"I haven't seen you around before, are you new?" he asks.

" Yeah today's my first day," I reply solemnly.

"Well then would you like to walk to school with me?" he inquires.

"Um, sure Monuh-san," I answer back.

"It's just Fuuma, Kamui," he tells me.

So we walk off to school and I once again get caught up in my surroundings, but when I look over at Fuuma I see him staring at me. When he realizes that I caught him staring he looks away. We walk to rest of the way in an awkward silence.

When we finally arrive, I notice that people are staring at us and then I hear whispering.

/I wonder what their problem is/ I think, but then I realize that they're not looking at me, but their looking at Fuuma.

I see him look at them with an expressionless face and walk off. Now that he's left me alone in front of the school, I start wondering where the hell I'm supposed to be. I walk off into a random direction that takes me inside.

As I'm looking around I decide to go to the office to get my timetable seeing that I don't have a lot of time before classes start. Therefore I make my way to the office after walking into 3other rooms accidentally and getting yelled at for it. I finally make it to the office to pick up my timetable and look at it carefully.

When I walk out of the office I hear the bell ring. /It's not a pretty sound; it sounds like a phone ringing. I really wonder how everyone can stand it. /

At last I've found my classroom after getting lost for about 5minutes. The teacher sees me arrive and motions me to the front of the class.

"Class we have a new transfer student today," he says while writing my name on the board, "This is Shirou Kamui."

"Hello," the class greats/while most of them anyways/

"Hi," I reply back.

The teacher scans the class to find me a seat, and as he's doing that I look around and see everyone looking at me. I'm trying my hardest not to flinch when I notice a familiar pair of golden eyes. It was Fuuma. Our gazes meet for a couple of seconds before the teacher turns to me.

"Kamui please go sit at the back next to Fuuma," he says while pointing out the seat at the back of the room.

I nod and walk over, still feeling my classmate's eyes burning into my back.

When I sit down I look over to Fuuma and give him an unsure smile. He doesn't even glance at me. I start wondering why, when I realize that someone is touching my arm. I turn to see this girl sitting next to me.

"Kamui-san you shouldn't waist your time on him, he's just a freak that isn't worth the trouble," she tells me.

I don't even reply to her. Instead I look away and take another look at Fuuma who's now looking out the window. With nothing better to do I take out my binder and pen and start writing down what the teacher is writing on the board.

/Today is going to be one of those days/ I think to myself as the bell rings telling me that finally lunch has come.

"Would you like to eat lunch with me and my friends Kamui-san?" the girl next to me asks.

With no one else to eat with I agree.

"Oh and by the way I'm Hokuto," she starts, "and its nice to meet you!"

I smile, and then I notice that she has the nicest shade of green in her eyes. Before I can even reply to her she takes my hand and literally drags me off to where her friends are.

/Maybe today isn't going to be one of those days after all/ I think happily.