Title: Where is My Mind?

Author: Miss A

Rating: R

Characters: Spike, Buffy, Original

Genre: Angst, Romance

Summary:

· Takes place after the end of season 6. Spike instead of getting a soul gets the chip out of his head fair and square. Definitely an anti-B/S shipper fic going on here.

· Danika (my character, but not a self insert) and Spike.

· Buffy distrusts and hates him. He's sired someone new. Getting over an ex proves to be a bit difficult. With all the drama in Spike's head he should probably look forward to the future and move on … you know, back to his destiny.

Contact: missannerzz@yahoo.com

(Prelude)

Finally I find when I lose control
Inside my body crumbles
It's like therapy for my broken soul
Inside my body crumbles

-Dry Cell. Body Crumbles

This was never my world, you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world, you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I would have told her then, she was the only thing

That I could love in this dying world
But the simple word "love" itself
Already died and went away

-Marilyn Manson. Coma Black