I was inspired by a certain post on tumblr to write this out. If you know me, you know which post it was. If you don't, here's a link. youknowimapsychic[.]tumblr[.]com/post/19493492453/if-i-cant-have-you-no-one-can-kendall (just take out the brackets)

If you don't like character death, then you should really find something else to read.


Kendall tried to keep his emotions in check, but it was becoming increasingly difficult with the way his best friends were acting. James was off trying to get into the pants of any pretty face he ran into, Carlos was attempting to woo the Jennifers, and Logan was off on a date with Camille. This left Kendall time to think and stew in his emotions. He could hardly believe how disrespectful they were acting. Didn't they realize how much they meant to him?

"I'm all that they'll ever need", Kendall whispered to himself. "I'm all that they should ever want." Hot tears threatened to fall down his face, but he blinked them away. He turned over the knife in his hands, letting himself look at his reflection in the blade. "Soon they'll know how much they need me… and after I'm done with them, they'll never stray again."

Kendall was broken out of his musings by someone entering the apartment. He figured he should probably put down the knife, but, he wasn't really concerned with how everything currently looked. He heard whomever it was move to stand behind him. "Kendall… are you okay?" He glanced over his shoulder to see Logan with his eyebrows knit together; a concerned expression on his face. Kendall let out a wry chuckle before responding. "Yeah, why wouldn't I be?"

Logan shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know, you just seem— …wait. Kendall, why are you holding a kitchen knife?" Kendall could hear the disbelief — with a smidge of fear — in Logan's voice and he couldn't help the smile that crept over his face.

"Do you know how much you mean to me, Logie?" Kendall glanced back at Logan and saw him take a step away from the couch. Kendall could tell that the look on his face terrified his friend, and that excited him.

Kendall stood from the couch and tightly clenched the handle of the knife in his right hand. Logan moved back even further, slowly stepping away from Kendall.

"You mean the world to me", Kendall said while advancing towards Logan. "The world and more." At this point, Logan was scared shitless. He continued moving backwards until his back hit the living room wall. Kendall kept moving forward while Logan was hoping that he'd wake up from this bizarre nightmare.

Seeing that Logan wasn't going anywhere, Kendall moved quickly. He pinned Logan against the wall with his body, using his free hands to trap Logan's arms above his head. Kendall pushed the tip of the knife into Logan's cheek and dragged it down, smiling at shallow cut it made. Logan was afraid to speak, but he couldn't keep himself from crying. Tears streamed down his face and mingled with the blood oozing from the cut. "You've been bad, Logie-Bear, and it's time to teach you a lesson."

"You see, I don't like how you and Carlos and James have been acting."

Logan swallowed against the panic he felt. "Wh-what do you mean?"

Kendall laughed out loud and lightly pressed the blade of the knife into Logan's neck. "You guys don't appreciate me. You don't appreciate everything that I've done for you. You don't appreciate just how much I love and care about you all." Logan tried to protest but Kendall pushed the blade harder against Logan's throat, effectively silencing him.

"You three are mine and mine alone. I don't like it when you all traipse off and spend all of your free time with other people, yet you continue to do it." Logan's head was spinning. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. The boy he grew up with and idolized was gone, and in his place stood a monster. "I'm afraid none of you will ever truly learn your lessons, though. But I have a solution to keep you with me", Kendall said with a twisted smile.

Before Logan could even speak, Kendall pushed the blade deep into his neck and pulled it sharply to the side. Blood started pouring from the wound, covering himself and Logan. Kendall stepped back and let Logan's body collide with the floor. Kendall watched Logan feebly fight his death, but it was inevitable; the wound was too deep. Logan died within seconds, and relief washed over Kendall like a wave.

"Now you'll be with me forever."