AN: OK I haven't updated my stories in forever and maybe I will after I write this nut I don't know. Anyway! I have had a strange obsession with United States of Tara lately(oddly enough my brother also likes the show even though we usually don't like the same things usually). But I was watching S3Ep10 and I wondered what exactly was the reason the Lionel died. Yes, I know it was a car accident, but I couldn't help but think that maybe Lionel was distracted by something and that was why he crashed. So I figured I would write it and see if anyone liked it. This will be a really short one-shot. So here it is enjoy.


I had just heard. Marshall was coming back into town. I can't believe it! First I had to look Noah in class, know I have to look at Noah being all over Marshall too. I don't know if I'll be able to stand it. I love Marshall so so much but he left me. Worse than that he didn't just leave me, he cheated on me! When I asked him what was going on between him and Noah he tries to lie and tell em nothing was going on. He could have been honest on me. Yea I would have been mad but I think that I would have been less mad had he told me. Then he comes to me complains about Noah and when I don't make a move, he gets all mad and asks me why I can't just fuck him? Seriously?

I get into my and start the engine. I need to get out. I need to get away. I can't sit still and I definitely can't sit still alone. I have no clue where I am going but I know that I need to get out of this town. Every where I go reminds me of an amazing time me and Marshall have had or a horrible time we have had together. Everything reminds me of Marshall.

I start to drive quickly never slowing down. Running all the red light and stop signs, my only thought being to get away. Get away from myself and Marshall and Noah and all the pain I have bottled up inside me.

I see the head lights but they don't register until they are less then 20 feet from me. I slam on the brakes but it's to late. I close my eyes and tense my whole body preparing the hit. My last thought being how I wish that I had waited and seen what Marshall had to say about the thing between him and Noah, then maybe I wouldn't be where I was. A silent tear escapes my closed eyes as I feel the car hit mine.

AN:Alright obviously not the best but I tried my best. So give me some feedback, what I should change, what you thought was good, just overall feedback. Thanks for reading and I really hoped you enjoyed it!