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Today, I was going to do it today. Today I will go and tell Tadase that I am not in love with him and that I hope we can still, just be friends.
It's a lot harder to do than it sounds in my head though…
Slowly, I sighed as I looked at the grand front doors of Tadases' house, there are memories here, the time that I gave him biscuits for his birthday…
No, now is not the time to think about that Amu!
Taking a deep breath, I pressed the button for his doorbell and waited for the doors to open, "Hello? Is Tadase-kun there?" I called, just so he knew who it would be.
"You can come through the side gate Amu-chan! It's unlocked." He called back.
"Okay!" I shouted, as I went around the side of the house and through the gate that he had told me about.
I opened the door to a lovely little garden, there was green flora everywhere, the leaves were creating patterns on the ground from the sunlight that was shining down on them and then standing amongst it was Tadase, he just seemed to be so…
…So happy here.
"Hello Tadase-kun!" I greeted him with a little wave.
"Hello Amu-chan!" Tadase replied as soon as he had realised I was here.
"So…" I started, trying not to think about how happy he looked just before and how sad he might look in the near future.
"Was there something you wanted to talk about?" Tadase said, his eyes concerned and his stare fixated on me.
"Um, yes…it's about, well, um…" I felt so awkward, how do I even begin this?!
"Amu-chan, you need to calm down, it can't be that bad after all right?" Tadase said, but his attempts at making me feel better only made me feel worse.
"Dammit, this is hard…" I whispered to myself, 'But I have to do this, I have to sort this out.'
"What's so hard?" Tadase asked.
Ignoring is question, I finally gathered up the nerve, "Okay, Tadase, I need you to know that, unfortunately, what I told you that day was a lie."
"The day I confessed to you…those feelings Tadase, although they were once alive and true, are gone and I'm sorry that I can no longer return your feelings for me and I want you to know that we can always be friends though."
What? Why would Amu do this to me? Why? I felt like screaming, I love her so much, "It's Ikuto isn't it?" I asked her, hiding my face from her eyes.
"Yeah…I'm so sorry Tadase-kun," She said, bowing, "I guess I should be leaving now." She turned around and headed for the little gate that I called her through.
I felt like reaching out for her hand, pulling her back and making her stay, but before I could another hand snatched mine back, "Don't she's torn up enough already, you'll only hurt her more."
"Tsukiyomi Ikuto." I said, looking at the taller figure of the 'brother' I once adored.
"Kiddy-king," He said, addressing me like I did him in his own quirky way, "Long time no see."
"Don't give me that…why are you playing around with Amu?!" I blurted, sending my most threatening glare that I could to him.
"I'm not playing around…I really love her, unlike you, just drop the act already Tadase." Ikuto replied, his eyes bored and unmoving.
"I don't know what you're talking about." I lied, clenching my fists.
"It's been an awful long time since I've seen Kiseki," Ikuto pointed out, smirking, "Now that I think about it, it's also been a long time since I've seen the old Tadase."
"How did you know?" I asked, still glaring up at him.
"The Tadase that had Kiseki by his side was shy and quiet, the Tadase that stands before me with Kiseki inside of him is a little brat." He said, his eyes reflecting a rather disappointed look.
"I'm not a brat." I murmured.
"How long have you been dating her? You were planning on using your girlfriend to break Amus heart when you realised her feeling weren't the same as yours! So I guess you're right, you're not a brat, you're just a lowly piece of trash." Ikuto spat, his face had a disgusted expression written all over it.
"So what if I was planning that?" I shouted, "She deserves it anyway!"
What's this? Evil Tadase?
Things just got interesting no?...
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