3rd Person POV
It had been two months since Toshiro got out of the hospital, and everything had been going great for him and Gin. After the accident Gin hadn't raised his voice to Toshiro or even thought about hurting him physically. Toshiro had covered nicely, and most of his old scars had disappeared. All in all, everything was going nicely.
Except for one little detail.
They hadn't had sex in more than two months, and it was starting to get to both of them. Gin's reason for not having sex was simple: he was scared he would hurt Toshiro. He had decided that he wouldn't even suggest sex and let the boy come to him if he wanted.
That sounds reasonable, doesn't it? So, what's the problem?
Problem was that Toshiro thought that Gin didn't want him anymore. The first two weeks he thought that Gin just wanted to make sure he was alright, but after 6 weeks, he started having thoughts about Gin not wanting him.
One night, they were just cuddling on the couch, watching a movie. Gin was running his fingers through Toshiros hair absently while he watched the movie. Toshiro was resting his head on Gins chest. The movie ended but neither one of them made a move to turn the TV off. Finally, Toshiro looked up and noticed that Gin had been staring at him for a good while. His eyes were open just a bit and Toshiro could see the red irises. Without giving it too much thought, he reached up and pressed his lips against Gins. The elder man placed his hands on Toshiros cheeks and pulled him closer while his tongue moved against the smaller ones', asking for entrance. It was soon granted and Gin started mapping the others' mouth, savoring the icy taste. He was already pushing Toshiro onto his back to the couch, but a moan escaping Toshiro's mouth shook him back to reality. He pulled away from the white-haired boy and got up from the sofa. He was just about to walk to the kitchen to make himself some coffee when he felt Toshiro grab the hem of his shirt. He turned to face the boy and almost panicked when he noticed the boy was crying. He sat back down to the sofa and pulled the crying boy into a warm embrace.
"What's wrong baby? Why are you crying?" Gin asked as he held the boy and ran his fingers through the pure-white-locks. The smaller male held onto Gins shirt like it was a lifeline and sobbed uncontrollably. They sat there like that until Toshiro's sobs died down. Gin wiped the remaining tears away from Toshiros' face.
"Now, can you tell me why you were crying?" Gin asked the smaller male. The boy sat up next to Gin and rubbed his now red and puffy eyes.
"Why did you push me away?" he asked, catching Gin off guard. The elder man looked at the boy with a puzzled look on his face.
"What do you mean by pushing you away…?" Gin started. Then it hit him. He realized what was going through Toshiro's head. "Are you thinking that I don't want you anymore?" he asked. The boy sniffled and nodded. Gin looked at him for a moment before chuckling.
"Baby, you've got it all wrong. I do still want you, I've just been afraid that you didn't want it." he said and kissed Toshiros' forehead. The boy smiled and wrapped his arms around Gin.
"So everything is alright? You still love me and want me?" he asked. Gin looked at him and gave him a peck on the lips.
"Yes. To both questions."
Toshiro was on his way to the hospital. The doctor had called him a few days before, asking him to stop by for a checkup. The boy was sitting on the semi-soft seat of the 9 o'clock bus, staring out of the window and watching the city as it passed by. From the corner of his eye, he could see a little girl staring at him, but he paid it no mind. He was used to getting stared at because of his looks. His unruly white hair and blazing turquoise eyes were easy to notice. Toshiro saw the little girl coming closer and climbing to the empty seat next to him. He turned his eyes to the small child.
"Why is your hair so white mister?" the girl asked him, smiling widely. Toshiro couldn't help but to smile back at the girl. 'She's adorable…' he thought.
"To be honest, I don't know. It's always been like this." he told the girl who let out a surprised sound. Toshiro smiled at the little girl. The child reached up and ran her small fingers through his hair, giggling a little.
"It's like a cloud, it's white and fluffy!" she exclaimed, causing Toshiro to laugh. He ruffled her hair a little just as her mother arrived, lifting the girl up.
"I'm sorry, I hope she didn't bother you." the woman said with an apologetic voice. Toshiro shook his head and said that it's alright. The little girl laughed.
"Mommy look, his hair is like a cloud!" she told her mother, smiling widely. The woman and Toshiro both chuckled a little. The little girl wriggled out of her mother's arms and got back to the seat next to Toshiro.
"Where are you going mister?" she asked. When Toshiro told her that he was going to the hospital, he could see the woman pale visibly.
'She must've seen the news…' he thought as the woman picked the girl up and left. Toshiro sighed.
' I guess this is what they mean when they say that no matter what you do, people will judge you…' he thought as he jumped off the bus.
"Well, it seems like you've healed quite nicely Mr. Hitsugaya." the doctor said to the boy. Toshiro just nodded as he re-buttoned his shirt. The doctor sat down to his chair and watched the boy closely.
"It also seems like you haven't gotten any new bruises either." The doctor said matter-of-factly. Toshiro finished dressing up and turned to the elder man.
"I didn't break up with Gin if that's what you think." he said to the doctor. "Besides, who I'm dating is hardly any of your business." he said coldly. The doctor raised his hands.
"I'm not saying it's any of my business, I'm just saying that if he's been abusive this far, what makes you think he just suddenly stopped." the man said.
'Getting pissed off…' Toshiro thought as he walked to the door. Once his hand touched the handle, he looked at the doctor over his shoulder. He could feel a vein throb on his forehead.
"You're right; it's none of your business. But since you seem to be so very concerned about my well-being, I'll tell you something: Gin changed. He won't hurt me anymore."
And with that, he left the office.
Toshiro was still pissed off when he got back home. He walked into to the apartment, slamming the door behind him.
'Just who does that guy think he is? My personal life is none of his business in any way!' he thought angrily as he took off his shoes. He was so pissed he didn't even realize Gin was standing next to him before the man opened his mouth.
"What's wrong babe? Did something happen?" Gin asked, causing Toshiro to yelp, since he hadn't seen the elder man standing there. Once he got his heartbeat back to the normal level, he sighed and hugged Gin, who picked him up and took him to the living room couch. Once he placed the boy there, he walked to the kitchen. After a few minutes he came back with a steaming cup of tea that he gave to Toshiro.
"Blueberry cupcake flavor. Your favorite." he told Toshiro and gave the boy a warm smile. (AN: Cupcake flavored tea might sound weird, but trust me: that stuff is delicious.) Toshiro smiled back and took the cup from Gin, who sat down next to him.
"Can you tell me what happened?" Gin asked the boy. Toshiro sighed and told the man what had happened at the doctors' office. Once he was done, the teacup was empty and the two males were snuggling together on the couch. Gin was running his fingers through the smaller males hair.
"So that's what happened…" he said, sounding like he was just thinking out loud. He turned his gaze to the boy and kissed the top of his head. "Don't worry about it baby, he doesn't know what he's talking about." Gin said and kissed Toshiros cheek lovingly, causing the boy to giggle a bit. Toshiro lifted himself to Gins lap and snuggled closer to his chest.
"I know that, I just can't help but feel really pissed off because of what he said." the boy sighed. Gin placed the boys' chin in between his thumb and index finger, lifting Toshiros head so that the boy was facing him. Neither one of them said anything in a while. Finally, Toshiro decided to make a move and reached up to kiss the elder man. Gin was surprised at first, but soon kissed back. The kiss soon became heated, and Gin started running his tongue along the smaller males' lips, asking for entrance. Toshiro granted it immediately and soon they were battling for dominance. Toshiro gave up soon though: he loved it when Gin dominated him. The taller man pushed Toshiro down onto the couch, still kissing the boy. Soon, breathing became an issue, and they broke apart. They were both panting loudly, and Toshiros face was flushed. Gin stroked the boys' cheek lovingly as he still hovered above him.
"Do you want to do this?" he asked the boy. Toshiro groaned and reached up to kiss Gin. He sat up and straddled Gins hips.
"If you walk away from this now, I swear I will walk out of that door and never come back." the boy threatened, even though both males knew he wouldn't do it. Gin kissed the boy passionately and started opening the buttons of the smaller ones' shirt while Toshiro did the same to his shirt. Soon, both men were shirtless, hot and bothered. Gin started to push the smaller one back down to the couch but stopped when he felt the boy push him back.
"Not here. Let's go to the bedroom." Toshiro said. Gin nodded and lifted the boy up bridal style and carried him to their bedroom. Once almost kicking the door off its hinges Gin reached the room and threw the smaller boy to the bed. When he reached the center of the bed, he was turned over to his back. Toshiro was straddling his hips and licking down Gins neck to his nipples. The elder man let out a moan of pleasure. Toshiro smirked and sat up before pushing Gin to lean against the bedpost. Once the man was comfortable, Toshiro started swaying his hips against Gins.
'Oh, he's gonna love this…' he thought as he backed away from Gin, still swaying his hips a little. Once he was off Gins legs he stood up on his knees and started running his hand up and down his torso teasingly. He played with his right nipple while his left hand ran down his well-formed abs to his belt. He moved both of his hands to his pants and opened his belt oh-so-agonizingly-slow before pulling it out of the loops on his jeans and throwing it to the floor. Then, he started opening the button and zipper of the jeans. Once they were open, the jeans were hanging low on his hips, but he didn't push them down. Instead he crawled to Gin and unbuttoned his pants before pulling them down, along with his boxers. Gin hissed as the cool air hit his heated member. He watched Toshiro as the boy started pulling his own jeans down along with his boxers. He threw the clothes to the floor, crawled to Gin and kissed the taller male while his hand traveled down Gins torso and to his hard cock. Toshiro played with Gins member for a while, making the elder man moan loudly. The boy smirked and started licking his way from Gins neck downwards, still playing with the man's cock. After dipping his tongue to Gins navel a few times, he gave the hard member an experimental lick on the head before taking it completely into his mouth and sucking on it like it was a lollipop. Gin almost screamed because of the sudden heat around his member. Toshiro sucked Gins cock for a good while before deciding to have mercy on the elder man and deep-throated him.
It was too much for the man and he came to Toshiros mouth with a loud moan-like scream. Toshiro greedily swallowed everything Gin had to offer him before sitting up on the bed, his cock bouncing against his flat stomach. Gin was leaning against the bedpost, panting loudly. Toshiro noticed that the man looked tired already and smirked. He leaned back little and spread his legs so that Gin had a direct view to his member. He started running his left hand down his chest and his right hand up and down his inner thigh. Soon both of his hands were on his cock. Gins eyes widened and his jaw dropped when he saw Toshiro start pleasuring himself. The smaller man started stroking himself while he sucked on three fingers on his right hand. Once the fingers were coated with saliva, the boy leaned back a little more so that Gin could see what he was doing. He pushed his index finger through the tight ring of muscles, moaning loudly.
"A-ah… Gin…" he moaned loudly, making sure to give the man a seductive look. Gin was now staring at the smaller man with his mouth and eyes wide open and his member bouncing against his stomach. Toshiro gave the man a sweet smile and pushed another finger into his hole, moaning even louder. He saw that Gin was having a hard time staying where he was, so Toshiro turned around and dropped to all-fours so that his ass was directly in front of Gins face.
That did it for Gin. The man took the boys fingers out of the abused hole and replaced them with his own fingers, hitting the smaller males prostate on the first try, causing the white-haired boy to scream in pleasure.
"A-aah… G-Gin…p-ple-AAH-please… " the boy tried to say, but his mind was already lost in pleasure. Gin smirked.
"What was that baby? Do you want something? I won't know what you want unless you tell Me." he said, still moving his fingers against Toshiros prostate. The boy moaned loudly.
"Gin…Aah...please…stop…OH…teasing me and…O-AHH! Fuck me, Gin please!" the boy finally managed to yell. Gins smirk widened.
"As you wish baby." he said, pulled his fingers out of the boy and placed himself to Toshiros entrance. He eased himself in slowly, torturing the boy. They both moaned as Gin filled Toshiro up. But when Gin hit Toshiros prostate, the boy let out a loud scream of ecstasy and came to the sheet below him. Gins eyes widened in surprise, but soon returned to their usual size. The man got an idea.
"You came from just feeling me inside you? You're a real slut, aren't you baby?" Gin said, smacking the smaller males behind hard enough to leave an angry red mark. "You're a naughty boy, and we both know what happens to naughty children, don't we?" he continued, pulling out of the boy and reaching to the drawer, pulling out an item. "Naughty children must be punished." he stated and pushed the item into the boy. As soon as it entered, Toshiro knew exactly what it was: an egg-shaped vibrator. Gin pushed the device against the boys prostate and turned it on. As soon as the vibrator started moving, Toshiro screamed out in pure ecstasy and started squirming. Gin just smirked and repositioned himself to the boys' hole before pushing in. He moaned loudly when he felt the vibrator move against his cock. He couldn't hold back any longer and started thrusting in and out of the boy, who was so lost in pleasure that his eyes had rolled to the back of his head and his tongue was sticking out of his mouth, drool flowing down from the corner of his mouth. Gin was thrusting in and out of the boy with speed that seemed impossible, moaning Toshiros name over and over again.
All too soon for both men Gin felt his climax coming. The man reached under Toshiro and started stroking the swollen member harshly. "GIN!" the boy screamed loudly as he came onto Gins hand. His orgasm caused his hole to tighten suddenly which made Gin follow him to the orgasmic bliss. Gin pulled himself and the vibrator out of the boys' ass before collapsing to the bed. He pulled Toshiro to lay down next to him. It didn't take him too long to cover from his orgasm, but after 10 minutes, Toshiro was still trying to get down from cloud nine thousand. Once he did, he turned to Gin and placed his head to the elder mans chest.
"That was… just…Amazing." he said, smiling to the silver-haired man. Gin ran his fingers through Toshiros hair.
"That it was." he agreed and kissed Toshiros lips. When he pulled back, he realized that the boy had fallen asleep. He chuckled a little, placed a kiss on top of the boys head and closed his eyes.
"I love you Shiro." he whispered before falling to sleep.
Toshiro: …the fuck?
Gin: Holy shit that was just…
Toshiro: Angel, what the hell were you thinking when you were writing this…? Angel?
Me: *fainted because of major blood loss*
Gin: If this is what they mean by fan service, then I most certainly do not mind!
Toshiro: Well I am.
Me: *wakes up* You're always complaining Shiro…
Toshiro: No I'm not! And seriously woman, you need to stop writing these fics! Argh, Lambtron, talk to her!
Lambtron: *drowning in her own blood*
Toshiro: Why do I even bother?
Gin: I really don't know honey. But before I glomp you… *turns to the readers* Angel does not own Bleach! *glomps Toshiro*
Me: Why do my fics always end like this? Well, no matter, give me reviews people!