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I had to find some way to get to the Phantomhive manor and speak to Ciel without getting thrown out of the mansion. I could sneak in at night but to completely fair I think that'd make him hate me just a little bit more, and I definitely don't want that. But so far that's looking like my only option. So it's settled. I'll wait for Ciel to get ready for bed and I'll just kind of casually come in and explain everything and hope for the best. I mean after all, he can't live without me...literally.


I stared into Ciel's window waiting for a light to flicker on so I knew when I could go in. Would I have to gag him or should I just take my chances with the screaming? I'll keep the gag handy just in case. The light came on in Ciel's bedroom and I made my way for the wall after checking if he was alone, and sure enough he was. I climbed the wall onto his balcony and swung them open. Ciel didn't even have to turn around to know who was here.

"Sebastian...I thought I told you to go away and never come back...did I not make that order?" He sighed.

"In my defense, my lord, you did not. And I wouldn't have cared if you did anyway, I would still come back to tell you the same information."

"What information could there be that I don't know about? I'm pretty sure I know everything I need to." I came up behind him and spun him around to face me to see that he had a single tear running down his face.

"Look, Ciel...I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done and everything to ever make you hate me in any way. I never meant to hurt you, but I can't imagine a life without you and if I let myself become human I would've died. But you have to listen to me, if you try to break our contract you'll die...your soul has become so dependent on me that if you separate us for too long your life force will start to deteriorate and you'll fade away."

"After all this time...that's something you forgot to mention?"

"I didn't think I had to. I had this notion that would we would be together so long that it wouldn't matter if I told you or not. I'm sorry for that too...I miss you Ciel, and I can't stand to have your soul lost in purgatory. I need you in my life, just as much as I know you need me in yours. You're the only soul I've cared this much about...you complete me." And for once...Ciel had nothing to say after that. He just looked like he couldn't believe what he was hearing and I didn't blame him. I would've been in complete disbelief too if I had just heard a demon apologizing for something he did. It seemed as though we both got the sudden thought to kiss each other at the same time. I missed his lips, I missed his body and every inch of me just wanted to ravage him. I picked him up and he wrapped his legs around my waist and I collapsed with him onto the bed. Our breathing came into sync as we stripped each other of our clothes. I grabbed his erection and started playing with him. His soft, cracked moans sent me into pure ecstacy and I lost any other care in the world.

"S-S-Sebastian, oh my god!" He cried. Ciel undid my belt and started at my neck and kissed lower and lower on my body until he reached my dick. I felt his warm mouth gently caressing my head and I let out a very satisfied moan. After a few minutes of feeling him love me all over. I put Ciel on his hands and knees a thrust into him. He felt wonderful and I couldn't imagine a better ending to this night. As I reached climax Ciel had already...twice, and when we were both done I changed his sheets and put him back into his bed.

"My lord, may I ask a question?" I asked as I made the bed for him. He nodded. "Why did you pick tonight...to let me talk to you? You seemed as though you wanted nothing to do with me."

"Something just felt right about tonight. I don't know if it was because I missed you or that I just had to let you do this. I didn't know we would get intimate tonight, but I don't regret a damn thing. Sebastian, I love you and you should know that. I was hurt, and I felt betrayed but I guess it was all one big misunderstanding. I should've let you come to talk to me before, I shouldn't have pushed out of my life so fast. I should've talked about it with you first. There are so many should've's and could've's but that doesn't matter now. What matters is that you are here with me, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I missed having you around the house. You're not just my butler, you're my missing puzzle piece...and I love you."

"Those are the only words I've ever longed to hear from your mouth, my lord. Are there any more orders you have to give me for tonight?"

"Sleep with me. Blow out all the candles and sleep here with me." He demanded.

"Yes, my lord."