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black is for beginnings

I watch the clock as the time ticks to 3am. I still have time for sleep but all my nerves in my body are keeping me awake With knowing Jacob will be here tomorrow. I haven't seen him since spring break. We have been calling each other since I left back to beacon he's been remembering so much. Just last night he told me he remembered the night we used the candle to declare our love for one another. Jacobs the one who told me the meaning about it after telling me that his uncle had gave him the same candle for his twelfth birthday just like my grandmother had done for me. ...

"because its not time." "then when will it be time?" "don't you know?" he asks. "white is for magic" ...

I close my eyes and think back to the night we had lit the chunky smooth white candle. How his lips had send a million tingles all over my skin how his kiss tasted like sweet honey making want to indulge for more. How only hours before I had found miles Parker the man who abducted Maria and left her to die. How he wanted revenge on me for giving the police a anonymous tip only I hadn't been the one to do that. But because I had send him a letter while in prison saying how angry I was and how I sensed Maria was in trouble and that I knew where she was hidden. Maria was girl I use to baby sit. I had promotions about her weeks before it had happened only instead of listening to them like i did when I had nightmares about drea and a psycho stalker which ended up being Donovan. I was lucky to save drea But I hadn't been able to do the same for Veronica Leemen and Maria. didn't actually have nightmares about Veronica Leemen she had gotten in the mix of it after hearing about drea and her stalker. Saying that she was getting strange calls as well how she Had got the same Lillie's saying she had 3 days till her and drea's anonymous stalker meet. her plan was to scare drea into leaving town. so she could have chad all for herself. I guess a twisted plan gone wrong ...Still no one deserves to die. I shake my head hoping it'll get rid of these thoughts. I decide a dream spell will help me relax a little more so I open my bottom drawer where I keep all my spell supplies. I take out a incense stick, lavender oil and cinnamon. Since I don't have tulip petals I use dried lavender instead. I place my small clay pot just in front of me. I light the incense and run all the ingredients through it. Then I add a cup of lavender oil into the clay pot along with a pinch of cinnamon. I then place a palm full of crushed lavender in the pot. Stirring it all up with my index finger. I check to see if I had woken amber or Janie. but I see Janie and amber both sound asleep. I then begin a search for my candle, When I finally find my plum colored candle I dip my finger into the lavender oil mixture. And start moistening the candle until its fully anointed. As I light the candle and watch the flames flicker I think about what I wanna dream about. "blessed be" I whisper. i watch the candles flame while in bed in hopes of dreaming of Jacob. I close my eyes as I feel myself begin to doze off. My last thoughts on me and Jacob reunited again in just hours. I look back out the window and stare at the waxing moon before I could finally feel my self fall asleep.