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Charlie would be at work all day today, and tonight he was going to the Black household. I opted out of going; little did he know I had my own agenda for tonight.
I told him not to worry if I wasn't home when he got here, and not to wait up for me. Surprisingly, he didn't interrogate me about where I would be going. He and Mom were complete opposites in that sense.
My stomach turned in anticipation as I thought about what would happen tonight. Partying with Edward and the monster? Ugh. I couldn't wait.
Edward was going to be picking me up at eight. It was six o'clock now, and I was already ready to go.
For the next two hours, I kept myself busy, to keep my mind off what we were going to do tonight. What were we going to do? My stomach fluttered again. Eight o'clock could not come fast enough.
At seven forty-five my phone rang. When I answered it, it wasn't Edward as I had been hoping, but someone completely unexpected. Jacob.
"Hey Bella," Jacob said, his voice making me want to spend the night with him instead of Edward. God, I was sick.
"Hey Jacob," I said, sitting by my window, watching for Edward's car.
"What's up?" he asked.
"Nothing really, going out soon," I said carefully.
"Oh, really?" he asked. "Well, tonight on the res there's a big bonfire. You should swing by."
This piqued my interest. "Hmm, maybe I will check it out."
"I'll be there for most of the night, just come find me," he said. "They're always lots of fun, and normally go right into the early morning. You could crash at my place afterward; I doubt your dad would mind." There was that word again. Fun.
"I'll let you know," I said.
"See you later, Bella," he said.
"Bye, Jacob," I said.
Not one, but two chances to party tonight? I was in luck.
As I hung up the phone, I saw Edward's car pull into my driveway. I grabbed my purse and went downstairs and out the front door. I slid into the passenger seat of his car and he started to drive.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"There's a nice secluded spot I know about," he said. "It's great for having private little parties. I don't even think the cops know about it."
"That's good," I said, excitement fluttering in my stomach. God, I couldn't wait. This was the first time I would be partying without Brad.
Guilt stabbed me. Brad. Edward placed his hand on my thigh, and it aroused me…but Brad was still in the back of my mind.
We got out of his car in a foresty area. His hand was on the small of my back as he led me down the path. I was sure I'd be able to find my way back if anything happened; we were still on the path.
"This is my favourite place," he said. We stepped off the path and went about five feet into the forest.
He produced a small black box and I knew what was inside. I watched as he prepared it. But, he was using a pipe, not a mirror and blade.
"Don't you snort it?" I asked.
"You can't snort this; it's ice," he said. "Much better than regular crank; this takes you even higher."
After we each took a few tokes, I felt amazing. Absolutely fantastic. Edward was right, it was much better to smoke it than to snort it. Once you got over the initial bitter taste, you flew.
Edward moved toward me…and then we were kissing. His hands roamed my body, and I knew where it would lead. All thoughts of Brad were gone from my mind; I could only think about Edward's mouth against mine, and the way our tongues were moving together in what seemed like a perfect dance. My body reacted to his touch, as if it was under Edward's control, and not my own brain's control-not that I wanted this to end anytime soon. Clothes were shed, and soon I was pressed up against a tree, and Edward was inside of me. Oh my god, it felt so amazing. He was right about the ice. It took you higher than anything I had had before. It heightened my senses, making what we were doing feel even better. He filled me and satisfied me more than I had ever been before. He was amazing.
My hands clawed at his back, and I fought against screaming in pleasure. It felt almost animalistic to be doing this out in a forest; and I can't lie-it turned me on even more.
"Scream for me, baby," he whispered in my ear. "I want to hear you."
As if my brain was working more under his words than my own thoughts, I screamed his name in pleasure. I never wanted to stop. I wanted us to stay connected with him forever. Our bodies moved perfectly with one another, and neither of us was slowing down anytime soon. You may think I was moving too quickly with Edward but when you were already attracted to someone, pairing it with meth made that attraction go even higher. I felt myself tighten around Edward, and the waves of my oncoming orgasm came over me. I gripped him tighter. He was sending me over the edge. We came at the same time, and collapsed on the forest floor with one another. Our limbs tangled together, both breathing heavily.
"Bella…that was the best sex I have ever had," he said. "And that isn't the ice talking for me."
I can't say I disagreed with him. Together, we smoked another bowl, and then made out a little more. We fixed our clothing and our hair to the best of our ability-hell I didn't even know how I looked-before he led me back to the car.
"Do you want me to drop you off right at your house?" he asked.
I shook my head, deciding against telling him about my plans to go to La Push. "Just drop me off around the corner, if Charlie's home and asleep, I don't want the headlights to wake him."
Edward kissed me deeply once more before I left the car, and I got out and began to slowly walk down my street. I was wired out of my mind, and felt as though I was floating on cloud nine. I waited until Edward's car was gone, before turning back the other way and making my way down to La Push to party some more. I didn't even care if I was pushing it. All I could think about was partying. It wasn't too far to walk to La Push, and thankfully it wasn't raining.
As I went towards the beach, I could see the bonfire. The licks of flames were shooting up into the sky-it was beautiful. There were odd sparks of teal and gold and purple.
I made my way closer and closer to the beach, eyes searching for Jacob. Finally I saw him, and made a beeline for him. I could tell he had been drinking a little bit, I could smell it on him. And…was that the faint scent of meth on him? Or was that me? He looked me up and down once. Could he tell how wired I was? Or could he see random leaves and twigs in my hair? I had thought I had gotten everything out.
"Hey Bella," he said. "I didn't think you'd make it."
I smiled. "I really wanted to come."
"Looks like you had a little party of your own," he said, winking at me. Oh, so he knew. Strangely, this didn't bother me. I was floating on cloud nine. It had already promised to be a good night, I didn't think anything would change that…and considering how the bonfire looked, it seemed like it was just going to get better.
"Want to party a bit more?" he asked.
"That depends on what you've got," I said. He motioned for me to move closer to him, and he very subtly withdrew a pipe and a little bag of ice from is pocket. So he had been smoking meth as well. My nose hadn't betrayed me.
A smile spread across my face. "Sure."
He led me to a secluded spot on the beach, and smoked a bowl together. And then I was flying again. I wasn't sure who had had more to smoke, Jacob or me, and I didn't really care. And then, Jacob's hands were all other me, and I didn't really want him to stop, but I knew we couldn't. Fucking two guys in one night? That was a little extreme, and even I knew that in the completely wired out of my mind state that I was in.
"No," I said. "We…we have to stop."
"Why?" he asked. "Still worried about your boyfriend?"
"No…" I said. "Just…not now; not here. We're kind of out in the public, anyone could walk by."
"But doesn't the prospect of getting caught turn you on even more?" he leaned closer to me, his breath a whisper against my collarbone. "Yes, anyone could walk by at any minute, but that's all the more fun for us, isn't it?" I closed my eyes, what Jacob was saying was turning me on. He lightly put his hand on my thigh and rubbed it a little bit. His touch was sending fireworks off in my brain and body.
"I can tell you want it," he whispered. "I can see it on your face and by the way you're sitting. I can feel how much you want it, Bella."
Hearing him say my name in that seductive voice of his was driving me crazy. He ever-so-lightly kissed my neck, and trailed his kisses down to my collarbone.
"Don't forget that I'm spending the night at your place," I said softly.
"Mmmmm and we can start up again there," he said, and then captured my earlobe between his teeth, driving my nerves into a frenzy of heat.
I felt raindrops on my head.
"It's starting to rain," I said softly.
"Even better," he said against my neck. "More intense that way."
"Jacob, I just met you again," I said, trying to string coherent words together. It was hard…Jacob's mouth against my skin paired with the ice was a deadly pair. It was hard to concentrate, and I considered just letting him continue. In fact, I almost did let him continue…but then thoughts of Edward entered my mind again. Two guys in one night? That was a bit too extreme.
"Jacob…not now," I said. Maybe if I could convince him to just go back to his place I could figure something out from there. His lips left my skin and he looked up at me through his lashes.
"Would you like to go back to my place?"
I nodded excitedly. "I'd really like that."