Sleep was not my best friend. I spent the entire night consumed with my thoughts. My heart ached for what I had lost and what I was about to stained my face as I lay in my bed mentally preparing myself for the day. With all my grief I had come to a realization. Dom and I simply weren't ready to be together in a serious committed relationship. He was my first and only love. While I know I can forgive him for how he reacted to the news of our baby I can't forget. I definitely won't be able to forgive him anytime soon either. I think we need a break from each other. If it's meant to be we'll find our way back to each now though we have to lead seperate I need to lead a life that is not consumed by Dominic Toretto. My whole existence is linked to the Toretto name. Dom was King of the Streets afterall. He was a ladies man before me and I'm sure he'll find it easy to go back to his old ways. If he hasn't been cheating behind my back this whole a long dialogue in my mind I finally get out of bed and head to the shower. The tears of my pain consume me once again.
No One's POV
Dom sat at the table in his kitchen staring deep into a cup of coffee Mia had made. He was still in shock over Letty's pregnancy but he was determined to be the best father he could be and to do whatever it took to get her to forgive him for his stupidity yesterday. He sat in silence contemplating his next move as Mia stood at the kitchen sink washing dishes. He was in such deep thought that he hadn't noticed Mia leave the room or hear Letty enter the house until she sat at the table directly across him.
Surprised he stared at her for a moment before he rushed to apologize.
" Letty baby I'm an idiot. What I did yesterday is unexcusable so I won't sit here and try to plead otherwise. But I love you . You are the most amazing woman I have ever met.I can't lie this was definitely unexpected but we both made our baby and there's someone else I would want to carry my you I see my future.."
"I lost the baby".
The two sat in silence while Dom tried to comprehend what Letty had just said.
"The doctor said this is normal in the first trimester and that it happens to alot of women".
Dom could see the hurt on her face .He was at a loss for words. A few hours ago he found out he was going to be a father and now that he is excited about it its taken away from him.
"Dom, I 've known you for a long time so I know you before you know yourself..sometimes. I know you're sorry. I can see it in your eyes but right now I need time and space to heal myself. If we are meant to be we'll find our way back to each other but for now I just need to focus on myself for once.I'm leaving. I'm not sure when I'll be back and I'm not telling you where I'm going because you'll just follow me.I really need this time for myself".
Letty felt her chest tighten when she told him she was leaving. She didn't want too but she knew it was what she needed to watched as various emotions crossed Dom's face.
"Letty, I love you. I want to sit here and beg you to stay but I can see it in your eyes that you're broken. As much as I love you I understand that leaving is what you need to I asked you to stay I would be acting selfish. My actions hurt you they hurt us. I fucked up big time. I should have been there for you instead of acting like a coward. I'm embarrassed with myself and I just pray that you'll find it in your heart to forgive me one day because no matter what it's you that I want to spend the rest of my life with .I know I have no room to make any demands but please atleast let me know you're safe while youre gone and come back. Even if you decide it's over between us for good I still need you in my life anyway I can get you".
Letty stood up with Dom following close behind her. "You're leaving now", he asked sadly. He already knew the answer."Yea, tell everyone I love them and I'll call you guys when I get wherever it is I'm both know if I waited around on them they'd talk me into staying".
Dom simply nodded and followed Letty to her car. She opened the car door and turned around to him .Tears were evident in both of their eyes as they shared one last took a chance and stepped closer to her,pulling her into a bear hug. To his surprised she hugged him back." I love you ", he whispered into her pulled back slightly to look into his face." I love you too". The two stared into each others eyes as tears silently began to fall. Dom reached in one last time to taste her lips and she allowed him the pleasure and even returned it. Their gentle kiss soon turned into a passionate kiss that would have led them to Dom's bedroom if they hadn't of pulled away. Dom stepped back as Letty climbed into her car. With one last look she pulled off as he stood in his driveway crying as the love of his life drove out of his life.
SOO I'M DEBATING IF I SHOULD CONTINUE THIS STORY OR MAKE A ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALWAYS YOUR INPUT IS ALWAYS WANTED/LOVED.I WOULD HAVE UPDATED THIS STORY SOONER BUT MY MOM ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY CHAPTER SO I HAD TO START ALL OVER.I FEEL LIKE THIS A GOOD PLACE TO START FRESH WITH A SEQUEL OR IF OUR FAV COUPLE WILL REUNITE OR IF THE PAIN IS TOO MUCH