I think this one is about Chiaki-san :D (Ugh, i lose track of everything :'( Damn my forgetfulness of this pair T_T)
"It all started a couple months ago," I started. "I thought about things. A lot of things. I felt like, you might get mad at me if I gained weight, so I didn't want to make you angry...I wanted to find a way to lose weight, but I love food..."
I hid my face behind my hands and burrowed deeper into the sheets. I wanted to run away, but I had already done that. I needed to face my fear head on. So I sat up and opened my mouth, but Hatori beat me to the punch.
"But even though you could have just eaten healthy foods, you hurt yourself just to get thin," I heard the disappointment in his voice. He ran a ran through his hair and sighed. He is so disappointed in me...Why can't I do something that will actually make him happy?
"Why?" he asked. "Why would you do this to yourself?" he stood up and walked around a minute until he circled near the wall. I flinched when he punched the wall. "God damn it, Chiaki!"
I stayed silent and waited for his next move. He leaned on the wall for a couple minutes, hands next to either side of his face, still clenched. But as he sighed and turned around, he loosened his hands. He then sat down and rested his head in his hands for a minute. I watched his back rise and fall with his calmer breathing.
I didn't know what to say to him. Because a simple "Sorry" just wouldn't cut it. Almost every inch of me wanted to hug him and tell him everything would be okay. But I knew he would push me away. And the rest of me just wanted to cry. But I couldn't, cause I didn't deserve to. After all, it was my own fault. I was the one to hurt the one person I truly love and care about. I was the only one. And then and there, much to my chagrin, I started crying. I cried, not for me, but for Hatori. I tried to stop the tears, I really did, but they just kept flowing down my face. There was nothing I could do.
I didn't want to get angry, but I was just so damn worried about him. I sat down and put my head in my hands to try to assess the situation. But all it did was help me to steady myself for what he might say next. Why the hell did he do this? Doesn't he know how much I love him? How I would love to rewind time.
I looked up after a little while when I heard a sniffle or two. My heart clinched at the sight of Chiaki crying. Oh God, I blew it...I made him cry...I am an idiot...Now I really wish I could rewind time...
I stood up once more, walked over to the bed and sat down next to Chiaki. I placed my hands on his trembling hands that were holding his tear-stained face. He flinched at this, but that didn't stop me. I pulled them away so that I could see his beautiful eyes, albeit tear-filled.
He pulled away my hands and I tried to pull them back, but I didn't have enough drive to do anything. He tilted my face up and looked at me. Our eyes locked and my heart started to hurt, so I turned away. But I couldn't for long because his gaze was too much for me. I looked back and then lost it. I lunged forward and wrapped my thin arms around his torso. And I sobbed. I couldn't hold the dam back. Everything that had built up inside of me, rushed out.
"Tori...Please don't be mad at me...just don't be mad..." I repeated the mantra until my fever took over my head. And he just held me.
We had gone to the doctor the next day to get medicine for my cold. Hatori and I apologized to the nurse and doctor for what happened the other day. And then we went home. Almost like a normal day. And it scared me. Because I didn't know what was going on in Hatori's mind. I lounged on the couch thinking of what I should do for the next volume in my manga series...But I was too busy thinking about what Hatori was going to do.
A/N: Hey guys, I wanted to end this chapter short, to leave you guys hanging, and to make this fic last a little longer :D I love you guys! Thanks for reviewing!