AN: I know I'm working on another story, but this is one I've been working on since COLS came out. Cassandra Clare was asked if Alec and Magnus was going to get back together and she replied with " In Magnus's eyes Alec has to redeem himself, but Magnus also has to learn how to drop his guard down."

Well this is my version of just that. Enjoy

" Alexander….I thought I told you I didn't want to see you anymore!"

" You did and I'm sorry, but I miss you so much and I just wanted to see you."

Magnus walked over to the shadow hunter and laughed.

" What makes you think I wanted to see you. Haven't you learned by now….you were just a toy, another pretty face. I've moved on to someone better….someone who wouldn't betray me the way you did."

Alec stood there openly crying.

" Magnus please….let me explain…."

But before the warlock could say something, he vanished and Maureen appeared.

" Awe….that's so sweet. You still love him."

Alec pulled out his stele and gave the vampire girl a hard glare.

" Where is he?"

" Oh don't worry, I will take good care of him."

" You touch him and I will break every bone in that pretty little neck!"

The little girl just laughed as Magnus reappeared, but this time he was covered in blood.

Alec dropped to the floor as he watched his love slowly die.

" This is what happens when you hurt the person you love Alexander. He is dieing because of you."

Alec tried getting closer to Magnus, but every time he moved, Magnus was pulled further away from him.

" Noooo…Magnus….!"

Alec shot up shaking and crying. He hated that dream, but for him it was endless. In fact the whole week seemed like one big nightmare to him.

Looking at the clock, which was blinking 1:30am, the teen groaned.

" Great another sleepless night."

Alec knew his health was slowly declining, but there was nothing that could be done about it. His stomach was too tied up in knots to eat and every time he tried to sleep, he would wake up an hour later because of some type of nightmare.

Everyone was worried about him. They all tried asking what happened, but the only thing Alec told them was that Magnus broke up with him, because of all the fighting. He didn't have the heart to really tell them what he did.

Knowing he wasn't going to be sleeping anytime soon, Alec got out of bed and slowly made his way to the bathroom.

Turning on the light, he took a good look at himself in the mirror, which caused him to groan again.

His eyes were swollen and puffy from all the crying. There were dark circles and heavy bags under his eyes, from the lack of sleep.

He was a lot paler than normal. And his face was skinnier than normal from the rapid weight loss.

Hoping a hot shower would help, the teen undressed then climbed into the shower, hoping the water would wash away the fatigue and the immense pain he was feeling inside.

On the other side of the city, someone else was having the same problem. Magnus Bane was sitting in his living room trying to find something to watch, hoping that it would distract him, but to his dismay, his mind would always come back to one topic…Alec Lightwood.

" This is crazy. I'm the High Warlock of Brooklyn for heaven's sake, I shouldn't be acting like this."

The Chairman Meow jumped onto the couch, and gave his owner a look.

" Don't you dare look at me like that. I know you miss him, but he is never coming back, so get that through your little flea bitten head. He betrayed me."

The cat hissed and jumped off.

" You want to see him so bad….well fine then….lets see him!"

Magnus snapped his finger and an image of Alec, who was now out of the shower and crying hysterically in the bathroom, appeared.

The first thing he noticed was the unhealthy look on the shadow hunters face and body. And the second thing he noticed was that while the teen was crying, he was also talking.

Turning up the volume, Magnus's heart broke even more when he heard the broke plea coming from Alec.

" I'm so sorry…I am just so sorry….I'm so used to sleeping next to you….I cant sleep without you….please…..I am so sorry."

Noticing there were now tears, falling from his cheeks, the warlock turned of the TV then climbed the stairs to go to sleep.

Once he was in his bedroom, he staggered towards the bed and sat down on the edge.

" Don't worry Alec….I cant sleep without you either."

Letting the tears fall, the warlock laid down, but instead of sleeping, he let the image of his broken shadow hunter play in his mind.

AN: I know this chapter is kind of short, but don't worry the next chapters will be longer and a lot better. Anyway please read and review. Thanks