I actually wrote more of these :P One of them is a request, which is a part of the reason as to why I wrote more. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

Pairings: John/Sherlock, John/Mary, Jim/Sebastian

Disclaimer: Not Mine


*Soldier – Goo Goo Dolls* (Requested by LokisLie)

John was coming home. He wasn't here when I came back. I surprised myself by breaking down in tears, I assumed he left. Assumed he left 221B Baker Street, abandoned me. Even though I guess I was the one that abandoned him. After all, I let him think that I was dead. And if I was this affected by just having him not here, I can't imagine what it would be like to bear with the belief that he was dead. Well, actually I can. He was o0n the battlefield again. Well, not in battle…his injuries prevented any of that. But he was working with the military. How? I'm not actually sure. But I just know that he's coming home today. So here I am waiting in the airport along with Mrs. Hudson, Lestrade, Molly, Harry, and the other people waiting for him along with the rest of the soldiers that were coming back today.

*Andy, You're a Star – The Killers*

John, please, don't leave me. Don't do this to me. I know that you're in 'love' with her and whatever else you keep fooling yourself. But you can't leave me. You just can't. I know that as soon as she walks down the aisle your eyes will fill up with false joy and love and you won't take your eyes off her. There will be no more time for me, no matter what you try to tell yourself. She openly despises me. Well, maybe it wouldn't be as obvious to you…but to me it's as easy to see as the hideous purple jackets she insists on wearing. But right now, your eyes are looking at me, trying to get some assurance.

*Black Eyes, Blue Tears – Shania Twain*

Sherlock. Sherlock is the source of all my problems. Of course he is, he's Sherlock Holmes. I read all about him in the papers. At first it was all about his success, and then it was the fall and how he was just an entire lie. He was a fraud who fooled everyone around him. Even his flat mate, who of course refused to believe it, and it just happened that I got romantically involved with said flat mate. John really was a great man, what any girl wanted, really. He was a soldier. And every girl has some deep down wish for a soldier to come home to her. Well, mine was already home when I came along.

*Englishman in New York - Sting *

Tea. It was always tea in the morning. Never coffee. Marmalade, it was always marmalade. I happen to hold a preference for jam, but apparently Mary has some kind of nervous reaction whenever Jam is near her. I am a doctor, and a doctor that has lived with Sherlock Holmes. That's not normal, and I would like to believe that it's not even possible. But no, my girlfriend has a strange aversion to jam and coffee. And while everyone knows that tea is my turn to beverage; it solves everything. Sometimes a nice warm cup of coffee is necessary. But no, we can't even have it in the flat. I love her, I really do. In fact, I plan on proposing to her. But, there are some things I would very much like for her to change. Because god dammit I like jam on my toast with a nice cup of coffee to wash it down.

*In the End – Linkin Park*

I guess I should have expected this. Jim was always such a fan of playing games. And Sherlock just happened to be his favorite opponent. And honestly, I can't blame him. There's no one else that could possibly be a match for him. His mind was just so amazing. And while I can't find a reason to blame him, I still do. Because he was the one that decided to arrange the suicide all by himself, and he knew that Sherlock would never actually kill himself if he didn't have a way out. And the only way to eliminate all the ways out was to kill yourself. And god dammit, that's exactly what you did. You annoying piece of shit. You did this and now I stand in front of an unmarked grace. Because we both know that you're not Richard Brooks.

*Uprising – Muse*

I won. We won. It's a marvelous feeling isn't it? To know that we finally got one up on Moriarty. Now, all that's left is to find his web and exterminate it. We may have won this round, but there were so many more to go. The King was taken out of the equation, but we all know that it's really the Queen who has all the power. So, yes. While we could very easily claim that we won, because we have. There's always the opportunity for a rematch. The board's been wiped clean. But now we fight behind the scenes. I will unravel the web of pawns and there is nothing that the queen can do about it. Because while the queen in the power, the king is the front behind which the queen hides. Without Moriarty, Moran has no way to actually control his minions. It may not make sense to you, but it makes all the sense in the world to me.

*Boy In A Rock and Roll Band – The Pierces*

I have no idea why this was happening. Honestly, I don't. I have believed that I have been a very straight male who was very interested in females for my entire life. And then I met him. He is the cause of all my problems. I don't trust easily, very many people know that. I'm a soldier. But this man, he earned my trust and my protection within hours of our meeting. I don't get it. I remember after getting my heart broken by a cheating bint that I swore to myself that if I ever did fall as quickly as I did for her, then I wouldn't let myself trust them until I had proof that I could. And, it seems that I broke my own promise to myself.


Well, I hope you liked it! Feel free to leave if a request if you so please. It can be for a song, a pairing, a situation, or a prompt. I don't really care :) This may or may not get updated...depends on demand. And if there's none of that, it just depends on whether or not a feel like writing :P