Author Note:

Random: So I normally write BTR fanfictions, but I stared to read some of this parings fanfiction and I fell in love. I'm also surprised there is so little of these two. There so cute together! So I thought I'd take a crack at the paring. Since this is a new fandom I will introduce my muses to you, Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachin! Some of you may know what anime/manga they are from!

Hikaru: Hey!

Kaoru: Hello!

Random: I don't know why they are my muses, they just seem to help me think.

Hikaru: I write most of the sex scenes!

Kaoru: Will I write the fluff!

Random: *Shudder* Yeah Hikaru's scenes are hard to… read. Way to violent. And Kaoru's fluff scenes are too fluffy, so I have to balance out the two. They also do the disclaimer and warnings!

Hikaru: DISCLAIMER: Random does not own any of the Victorious crew or Me and my brother.

Kaoru: WARNINGS: This story is slash, yoai, boyxboy, what ever you with to call it, so if you are weirded out or uncomfortable with reading it then don't read, simple as that. And this story is not un-betaed. Sorry for misspelling and/or grammatical errors.

Random: I have no idea when this story will be updated because I have no idea where this story is going also I don't watch much of Victorious, so the characters might be OOC other then that enjoy!

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Beck loved Jade.

Or at least he thought he did. Recently, though he's been thinking other wise. Jade was not as exciting anymore. The break up, make up, Tori thing, and then make up again really took a toll on him. She'd dull, no longer passionate and spontaneous. Its like she doesn't want to try. The love he had for her was completely gone. And he new it. But he stayed, he didn't know why, but he did.

He believes it goes both ways really. Going out with Jade feels more like a chore then anything else now a days. He rarely invites her over and vise versa. It's like they're not even a couple anymore. They'd kiss and snuggle close to each other in public like they normally did and people seemed to think that they were alright, but when they were out of school and away from the public eye, they didn't even look at each other.

He thought people would notice. Notice that Jades eyes were dull or the kisses they shared never went deeper then just pecks. They never noticed that they never shared those lover looks or that they rarely touched anymore. No one noticed that he spent more time with Robbie then he ever had with Jade.

That's another thing. He thought Robbie would at least notice. He had Robbie over all the time. He thought if Robbie was over, he'd notice that Jade never was. His time with Robbie became more frequent and no one noticed. People didn't notice his behavior change when he was around Jade and when he was around Robbie.

He never lights up when Jade entered a room. He never smiled at her anymore. He never kissed her outside of the school. He just wasn't happy anymore. His eyes were dull, his hair wasn't as shiny, his skin was paler. He wasn't himself around her.

But when he was with Robbie, he smiles. His whole being seems to light up when Robbie walks into a room. He laughs around Robbie. He jokes around Robbie. He was happy around Robbie. His shoulders seemed less tense. He was more relaxed. He was Beck around Robbie.

No one noticed, but he did.

He noticed that Robbie's smile would make his heart race. He noticed that the room would become brighter when Robbie stepped in. He noticed that when he hugged Robbie he never wanted to let go.

Just because he noticed these things, didn't mean he understood why.

He would stay up at night, starring up at the ceiling of his RV thinking about it. It drove him crazy not understanding why. He like to know things like this. He didn't like not knowing. He lost sleep every night or this stupid subject.

He knew it should be simple. He knew that it was probably the most easiest answer in the world, but he couldn't figure it out. Nothing, it seemed, about Robbie was simple. Robbie could be a big ball of energy one moment, then a quite spaced out nerd the next. Beck never knew why. Robbie would never tell him, just say he was missing someone. Beck always assumed he was missing his parents.

Every time Robbie would grow quite, Beck just wanted to wrap his arms around the smaller boy and tell him he was here. Or when Robbie would space out, he wanted to kiss him until he returned to earth. All the things he wanted to do with Jade transferred over to Robbie. And he didn't get why.

Beck sighed on his way to meet his friends at their usual lunch table. He looked up and saw them chatting happily together, except one was missing. Robbie.

"Hey, guys." He said casually, leaning down to give Jade their routine kiss and sit down beside her. He got a course of 'Hey's and Cats usual cheery 'Hi Beck!' back.

"Anyone seen-" Beck started.

"Hey, guys!" Robbie greeted, running up to the group excitedly.

"-Never mind." Beck finished, smiling at how happy Robbie looked.

Robbie sat down next to Beck, bouncing Rex on his knee. "I want you guys to meet someone."

"Who?" Toir asked.

"I don't care." Jade said bored, taking a bite out of her salad.

"Is it a uncle that has a scare from being bit by a squirrel?" Cat said happily. Every one starred at her blankly, "What?" she asked, "Squirrels are mean." She smiled.

"Okay," Andre said slowly, "anyway, who is it Robster?"

"The most amazing person on this plant!" Robbie was practically jumping in his seat.

"Dude, calm down!" Called Rex from his lap. "I'm going to get sick from all this bouncing!"

Robbie immediately stopped, "Sorry." He mumbled.

"Rob, who is it?" Beck laughed. He wondered who could possibly make Robbie so excited. Robbie was adorable sometimes. Wait a minute, when did he think Robbie was adorable. He inwardly groaned adding that to the growing list of things he doesn't understand.

"They just transferred here from Northridge-"

"Northridge? You mean, you know a Northridge girl?" Andre said, slightly shocked.

"Well yeah, but it's his sister-"

"You're friends with a Northridge guy?" Toir exclaimed. Trina appeared out of nowhere beside her sister.

"And he's transferred here? Does he have a girlfriend?" She asked.

"That's what I'm trying to tell you. He's-"

"Robbie!" A masculine voice called. Every one turned to see a well muscled, bleach blond haired, blue-eyed, tan skinned boy wearing a red V-neck, dark skinny jean, and pair of red converses, running toward them.

Robbie jumped up, dropping Rex to the ground and smiling brightly at the boy. "Adam!" He exclaimed.

"Hello! On the floor here!" Rex chirped. Beck bent down and put the puppet on the table, just as the boy now identified as Adam ran up and scooped Robbie into his arms.

"I've missed you, Robbie!" Adam said, hugging Robbie close to him.

Robbie laughed, wrapping his arms around the taller boys neck. "I've missed you, too." He said moments before Adam swooped down and captured Robbie's lips into a passionate kiss.

Every one starred at the kissing couple in shocked silence. Beck felt like something cold and sharp was stabbed into his chest. Every thing seemed to crumple around Beck as all the questions he had were answered. All the thing he didn't understand became clear.

Robbie pulled away from Adam to address his stunned friends, one arm still wrapped around Adams waist and one of Adam's wrapped around his. "Guys this is who I wanted you to meet, Adam Resh. My boyfriend."

Beck now understood that he was in love Robbie.

*CHAPTER FINISH*

Random: And there marks the end of my first chapter to my first Victorious fic!

Hikaru: It was short.

Random: Shut it! I tried!

Kaoru: It's still short.

Random: *Grumble* I know, stop rubbing it in!

Twins: *Grin*

Random & Twins: Until next time! Peaceness!