A/N: HELLLLLLOOOOO OUT THERE! Yeah, I see you. Lol. This is my first song-fic and I'm pretty proud of myself. This is not a personal experience, and I hope no one has to deal with this issue of these damn CHEATERCHEATERS! Lol gotta love NeverShoutNever! So with all of that being said…ON WITH THE SHOW!
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING! Stephanie Meyer holds that honor. And Eamon owns the other rights… so what exactly is mine….? Lol NEVERMIND!
WARNING: BAD LANGUAGE AHEAD… DON'T LIKE IT ….MOVE ON!
I Don't Want You Back
Whoa oh oh Ooh hoohNo No No
As I was going through my play list, I heard this beat and thought how appropriate to the mood I'm in… nice. I listened as Eamon vocalized his problems. If I ever meet him, I just want to shake his hand, and say, "I know bro, I know."See, I don't know why I liked you so muchI gave you all of my trust.
I know why I liked you. You are a mystery to me. I cant get inside your head, like I can everyone else's. It intrigued me. You made me chase you, something I never do…
I told you, I loved you, now that's all down the drainYa put me through pain, I wanna let you know how I feel
Yeah. I told you I loved you. Biggest mistake of my life. You just looked at me, and smiled and then walked away, like I had just said, "Nice necklace." You should already know how I feel, with your cheating ass. As soon as things got rough because I want to go to UDUB and you want to go to Tennessee State, somewhere across the states, you ran. You left me. For him! Of all people? The dog? At this part of the song it was like Eamon said, "Sing with me." and that I did, my friends."Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit now!Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out.
The promise ring.Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack.
For every time I had her in my arms, thinking that she was the "one". Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back!"
Cheating bitch.Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit the presents might as well throw 'em all those kisses they didn't mean you, you hoe, I don't want you back!"
The angry tears falling free from my eyes, making a wet trail into my hairline, as I'm looking up at a blank ceiling. You thought, you couldKeep this shit from me, yeahYa burnt bitch, I heard the story.
Yeah. I heard it all right.
Just another random day. Going to school attempting to block out all the thoughts, and fake gossip. Until I heard, "Yeah, Bella is a trooper, she rode that pony all night, and then some!" "Yeah I heard she was a good lay!" " I wonder what happened between her and Edward?" " I don't know, but what ever Jacob got, I want some too!" they went to high five each other but I was there breaking his arm before he even had a chance…
It all happened just that fast. Went to her house she admitted she cheated and ever since, I have had my turned off. I don't want to talk to anybody.
Ya played me, ya even gave him head.
Hmmm? I wonder…?Now ya' askin' for me back.
Of course she is. Phone was ringing as soon as I pulled away from her house!
Ya just another act, look elsewhere'Cuz ya done with me!
I'm so done with you! My heart is done breaking and re-breaking!Fuck what I said it don't mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw 'em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back.
Just fuck it all dammit! Fuck what I said it don't mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw 'em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I don't want you backOh ohUh huh yeah
Tired.Oh ohUh huh yeah
So tired. Oh ohUh huh yeah
Tired of all these lies, she told me.Oh ohUh huh yeah
She played me like, I do my piano. Ya questioned, did I care
Easy… not just no, but HELL NO! At least that's what I'm trying to tell my heart. You could ask anyone, I even said Ya were my great one
At one point in time, you were my everything. Another tear falls silently. Now its, over,
but I do admit I'm sad.
I wish I wasn't…It hurts real bad,
I wish it didn't…
I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe.
Yeah that you were, you little bitch!Fuck what I said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I dont want you backOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeah
I'm so done. As the song fades out of my speakers. I wipe the tracks off my face. I'm done crying. This girl destroyed me, without a second glance. Now all I want to do is forget…
A/N:…..OK…so… how was that? Leave me some love, and I might post some more random things swimming through my head… I might do another song-fic… it might be Bella next… only time will tell I guess… ADIOS!