Everytime he pushes me into a locker, my reaction is the same- my actions are unfortunately the same.

He shoves me against the lockers...

My head tips back from the impact...

He laughs and his breath tickles my neck...

My face tightens...

He pushes me again but with his body reminding me how big he is...

My back screams of pain as it is punishingly slammed into the locks of the lockers, or a sharp corner...

He pushes my head downwards, hurting my neck and back even more...

My knees are weak, I'm going to fall...

His hand moves near my face...

My eyes squeeze shut in fear...

But...

My heart is racing, and my mind begs for more.

Everytime I slam him into a locker, his reaction is the same- my actions are unfortunately the same.

He's smiling in the hallway, and being simply beautiful in his own way...

I have to touch him, so I shove him...

His head falls back, and his neck is in my eye sight...

I laugh because I can't groan, I want to bite that smooth pale surface...

His face tightens...

I push him again, but with my body this time- I need contact...

He whimpers and touches the locker behind him, or the wall...

I push his head down because it means two things- I want it to look like I'm tossing him aside, but I want him on his knees...

His legs start to shake against mine...

I want to touch his face and comfort him...

His eyes squeeze close...

I leave him like that...

But...

My heart is racing, and my mind begs for more.

If only he knew what I was thinking, would he change the way he reacted? Would I have different actions? Guess that's a question that will remain unanswered...

(A/N: If you have not noticed I wrote this intro a little different compaired to my other stories. In the beginning in bold, is what is running through Kurt's mind when David attacks him. And what is in Italic is what he feels and hears David doing during the attack.

In the second part, in Italic is David and how he feels, and what he wants during one of his attacks on Kurt. In Bold is what he sees, and feels Kurt doing during the episode.

At the very end- it is both David and Kurt thinking the same thing.

Thank you for reading. Review Review Review My darlings! I apologize for not writing much, I just finished high school and now I'm available. :) )