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Prologue

I wish you knew how much I love you. I wish you knew how much our children love you. I wish you knew how much we're struggling without you. I wish you knew how much I love you. I wish you knew how badly I wanted you here with me to take the pregnancy test. I wish you knew how I sit up and cry for hours every night wishing you safe, and wishing you home. I wish you knew how I wear the colors red white and blue with my head held high, because my husband is away fighting for our country. I just wish how badly you knew.

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