Angelus Is Having A Breakdown

Author: Nitrowugs

Rating: PG

Pairings: B/Aus

Feedback: Please. Constructive criticism is always welcomed and appreciated.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything associated with BtVS. Characters, plots and dialogue from the show are borrowed with no infringement intent whatsoever.

Distribution: Please ask and let me know where it's going.

Written: 2012/06/17

Timeline: Sometime between the end of 'Surprise' and 'Becoming Part 2' in BTVS season 2.

Summary: Angelus can't take it any more.

Buffy walked into the Crawford Street mansion after finishing her patrol. She knew that Angelus was there; she could feel his presence just as she could feel Angel's presence.

She heard Angelus speak before she saw him. "What the hell are you doing here? What do you want now?"

"What is the matter with you? Why are you always so angry with me? What did I ever do to you?"

Angelus could not believe that she would ask the question. "What did you do to me? What did you do to me?" His voice was loud enough to raise the rafters as he bellowed the words.

"I'm a demon and you're turning me into a damn human. I have all of these feelings and emotions inside and I hate it. I hate seeing you walk through that door and it hurts so much I feel literal pain when I see you leave. I am completely miserable when you're not here."

He squeezed his hands into fists as he stalked toward her.

"I feel like I'm losing my mind."

He grabbed her and kissed her roughly at first, but when she didn't resist he softened the kiss. A moan escaped his lips as she put her arms around him and pulled herself closer. He loosened his hold. As his yellow eyes burned into her, he asked, "Do you not understand what you have done to me?"

Buffy took his face in her hands trailing soft kisses over his face and neck as she whispered, "Let go of the hatred and the frustration and just feel the love that I feel for you."

She kissed him on the lips again.

"Oh baby," he moaned against her mouth as they continue kissing.

The end