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I turned around and looked to see Jake standing in my door way. I felt Matty tense up I saw Jakes eyes fill with a mix of tears and rage.

Jake turned around and started to walk away as Matty and I grabbed the closest clothing item and threw it on. "JAKE! Jake please stop!" I shouted. Matty raced ahead and grabbed Jakes arm turning him around.

"Jake please let us explain!" I said. I couldn't stop the tears from coming to my eyes. I feel like I'm hurting everyone these days, from Matty at formal to Tamara when I kissed Rickey.

"What is there to say, Jenna? Sorry I just went back after our date so I could fuck your best friend?" Jake shouted in my face.

"Ja- Jake I-I'm so-so sorry." I couldn't help but ugly cry. I felt Mattys hand wrap threw around mine and he gave a small squeeze.

"Jake I know we should have told you. I'm sorry." Matty said is a quiet voice.

"How long has this been going on? Hum? Was it while we were dating?"

"No! No I never cheated o-on you, Jake. Matty and I w-were dating secretly for a while. W-we broke up during before formal." I told him. I knew that he believed me but I also knew that it didn't matter. I hurt him more than he ever was hurt before. I knew what was coming.

"We're done Jenna. You should have told me Matty. I'm your best friend! You should of told me that the whole reason she was with me was because you were to much of a pussy to be anything more than her secret fuck." And with that Jake Rosati walk away a single man.

~~~~Later that day~~~~

"We should have told him." I said to Matty as we sat on my bed.

"I know. I'm so sorry J-Town, it's all my fault."

"It wasn't only you Matty. I was a part of this. We both should have told him right away but we fucked that up."

"But if I wouldn't of come over last night he wouldn't've found out that way. And I wouldn't of fucked up your relationship with him. No matter what I feel, he IS the better guy for you. He treats you better than I do. He never hid you."

"Matty listen ok? Sure maybe Jake was the better guy for me but I didn't feel the way about him as I do about you. I really liked him but I never loved him." I looked him in the eyes " I love you Matty."

Matty hand reached around to the back of my neck and pulled me forward into a passionate kiss. And then again for the second time in 24 hours all of our clothed were laying on the ground.

Matty went home after my mom came home. Like always she knew something was wrong I thought that she would just ignore it like always, but this time she didn't. I tend to think she is actually talking about it because of how much she hurt me after I got the carefrontation letter.

"Jenna, honey. Is everything ok?"

"No. It's not. I feel like everything is changing so much in such a little time."

"What do you mean?"

"Everything with you and dad, you guys were so happy and so in love, but now because of that damn letter he's not here. And then that huge fight with Tamara, and I practically just ripped Jakes heart out!" the tears started to stream down my face again.

"Oh sweetie." My mother said as she pulled me into a tight hug. "Listen about your father and I, we will always love each other. It was my fault that he is gone but we will figure it out. As Jake, if he cared about you even a little he will comeback. He will forgive you, it might take some time but it will get better."

"But what happened that made Jake so upset?"

"He caught me having sex with Matty."

"Having s-sex with Matty? When did you start having sex?"

"Summer camp. We have, pretty much, had a secret 'relationship' since school started."

"Jenna, don't worry. It will get better. And as for sex with Matty, I will support you if something happens. If you feel ready for sex I can't stop you, but I want you to be careful."

Surprisingly my mom actually made me feel a little better. I still felt bad but it made it a little better.


Chck ur cmputr!

As soon as I got over to my computer I heard the ring of a new alert.

Matty McKibben listed you as his girlfriend. ACCEPT / DECLINE

Now I felt a lot better.


Authors note! Thanks for the reviews.

And I'll try to work on my tenses. I have always had a problem with that.