"Ana, darling, I have missed you so much," I say as I pull her up against me. I had really missed her and this was just too good to be true.

"You're scaring me," she says as she rubs her hand up my chest and around to my shoulders. Her touch is just so good right now. I have this feeling that a fog has finally been removed and I am able to see things clearly. I look back at Ana. She has this beautiful crease in the middle of her forehead like she was over thinking the situation. I just started laughing which made her give me a confused look.

"Real mature Christian," she says swatting my hand away. I give her a hurt look.

"Ana, I'm sorry. I was just reveling in the beautiful mixture of my wife and soon be little baby," I say allowing my eyes to linger on her ever growing baby bump.

"Christian, this is hard. I miss us," she says with tears coming down her cheeks. What does she mean by misses us? Where the hell am I?

"What are you talking about Ana?" I snap angry.

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I was struck by what he had just said. What did he mean? Was he playing a joke on me or was this some big part of some control issue.

"Christian, what is the last thing you remember?" I question. He looks a little stunned by the question and gives me a puzzled look.

"Baby, you're scaring me," he says looking into my eyes.

"I am serious Christian," I say as I pull my hand away from him and stand up revealing my nude body to him. He looks me up and down like he always does and a small smile creeps on his face.

"Ana, honey today is Grace's birthday. It's going to be the best birthday any child could ask for," he says with a huge smile on his face and I drop my head into my hands.

"Oh, Christian you killing me here," I half cry and half laugh which in turn causes him to stiffen up.

"I am so glad I can amuse you dear wife," he spits out as he climbs out of the bed and stomps into the dressing room pulling on clothes as he goes. I don't even have a chance to tell him why I was laughing and crying because he stomped to his office and slammed the door shut. I quickly grabbed a dress and pulled it on with some simple black flats and brushed my hair waiting for it.

I was brushing my teeth when I heard the shouting of Christian coming from his office. I knew he was probably yelling at Taylor or Welch trying to figure out where the time has gone and what the hell was going on. I had just finished using the restroom when I found myself face to face with an angry Christian Grey.

"Tell me that this is a dream, please tell me that," he half begs and half whispers to me.

"Christian, you were shot by Linc during Grace's birthday party. When you woke up from the coma, you had lost your memory. We have been working hard to get back to where we were before it all happened," I say fighting back tears as he falls to the ground taking me with him.

"I can't believe I don't remember any of it," he says softly.

"Do you remember any of it?" I question him. I was hoping that maybe he would remember some of the things that we went through to get here.

"I don't know. I see flickers of things, but nothing really to informational," he says as he clings to me.

"Don't worry sweetie, we have all the time in the world to talk, but right now little blimp is hungry," I say getting to my feet pulling him up as I go.

"Well we wouldn't want the little intruder to starve now do we," he says with a smile. We head to the kitchen only to find Gail and the kids in there eating ice cream.

"Really," I ask with a small smile on my face. Gracie and Teddy turn to look at me.

"Mommy, daddy," the both shriek as the run toward us. It doesn't take either of us too long to reach down for our little babies and pull them to us.

"Mr. Grey, Ana," Taylor says as he enters the room.

"It's alright Taylor," Christian says as he starts to stand back up tugging me up with Teddy in my arms.

"Sir," he replies going over to Gail.

"Christian got his memory back," I blurt out as I take a bit of ice cream from Grace.

"That's wonderful Mr. Grey. Maybe you can finally get things back to normal," Gail says as she passes both of us a bowl of ice cream. She smiles as Taylor pulls her to him. This is one of those moments you want to freeze and memorize it for the future. That is exactly what I am doing.

********Fifty Shades Shattered*********


I have been to see Flynn and he has explained in detail how mixed up I was after the shooting and what not. I hated that I had distanced myself from Ana because she is my balance. I would be nothing without her in my life. I was glad though that we had been working hard on our relationship in some form and that we had stayed in the same house.

I decided to work from home for a while until I felt like going back to the office. This seemed to startle Ana for some reason, but after the first week of being home she warmed up to the idea of having me around. I guess she liked having the house to herself and all that. I had been thinking for a while about her and decided to go seek her out. I found her curled up in the library reading a book with Teddy in her arms fast asleep.

"Ana," I whisper. She looks up from her book and gives me a big smile.

"Hey, I didn't want to bother you," she says as I give her a puzzled look.

"Teddy has been running a fever, but he seems alright," she replies back.

"Oh, maybe it has been too exciting here for him that he is just needing to recoup," I say laughing as she swats at me with the book. I carefully take Teddy out of her arms and hold him close to me.

"I am so thankful to have you in my life. I thank God that it was you who fell through my office door instead of Katherine every day," I say as I kiss her nose. She smiles and nods at me.

"Christian, I think we should do something for Mia. The anniversary of Ethan's death is coming up and well I just think it would be nice to do something with the family to remember him," she says as she puts her book down on the side table. I am in awe that I almost forgot. It has been so hard for our family we each have suffered something tragic in some form over the years.

"I agree, maybe a family trip," I say as she just nods her head into my shoulder. I know it has to be a well planned trip because this is an adventure that we all needed. This was something that has been needed for a long time, but we were unable to do because of all the drama that was going on.

******Fifty Shades Shattered*******


Well, well it looks like if you want something done, don't leave it up to people who have no clue what they are doing. I can't believe that I go on vacation thinking that Ana Grey was dead and that Christian Grey would get his just desserts soon enough only to find out I was totally wrong. Not only are the Grey's both still alive, but they have another child and expecting another. Damn it all to hell. Really why isn't it easy to take care of two simple people.

I guess since both Elena and Linc are in disposed for the time being it's my turn to reek havoc on the Grey's and hopefully they won't see it coming. I am so into the revenge of my life for theirs or maybe the life of two little Grey's. Let's see what tomorrow will bring.