Mah first fanfic for another fandom. . .Tried. :)
Hurt, pain, I want more'
Watching the blood drip onto the floor
Memories flood from my open scars
Wide awake, broken heart
Love or death, that's all I ask
One or the other, make it fast
Sorry mother, it's too late
Too much problems on my plate.
Cry more tears, hysterical tears!
Even more stress is all I fear..
I mean, I'm famous! My life should be perfect!
But it isn't, I'm dying inside. . .just hurting.
Everyone knows my name and my face
Billboards of me all over the place
High expectations to be the best
Why? Why did they pick me over the rest?
Just. . .let me feel this familiar pain
One more time, and then again
Chug the alcohol, lose complete sight
Of this remote and monotonous fight
Smile, I'm victorious! And long into the night
Pass out...and do it again the next day.