Disclaimer: "Lost" and its characters do not belong to me they belong to ABC and are being used without permission. Please don't sue because I have no money.

Author's Note: I just began watching Lost. My relatives lent me seasons 1-3 and will lend me the rest if they have them.

A Kiss Before Dying

I watch Aaron who I think of as my little boy. A boy I wished that I could stay and watch grow up and love him as my own son. I take off my DS ring that Liam gave me and put it into his crib. I almost told Claire that I will be going and not come back, but I couldn't do that to her. She would probably tell me not to go and I have to go. I smile one more time at this precious little baby. I turn to Claire.

It was love at first sight when I first met Claire. I wanted to be the one that she relied on. It all fell to pieces when she found the Heroin. She wouldn't let me near her, or Aaron. She was so angry at me for not telling her about it. I had to do something to make her like me again, but I didn't know what.

It was a while later that I took all the statues and took them to the ocean. I started throwing them one after another and paused at the last one, but I threw that one into the water too. I turn to find Locke looking at me. I wondered if he was proud of me like he was the last time.

It took a while after that for her to like me once again. I'm glad that she likes me now. It was because of her that I wanted to be a better man. It was on my list that the bright part of my life was meeting her. She was my everything and now I have to leave her. We kiss and it was our first kiss. I hope that she thinks of me when I'm gone. I hope that Aaron will grow up to be a good man.

I finally get up and walk towards the boat knowing that I will not be returning. It was with a heavy heart that I am suddenly being paddled away from my loved one's. From what I could see as my future, but it wasn't meant to be. I wish the both of them a good life. At least I got a kiss before dying.

The End