Began: July 22, 2012 1:36 am

Completed: July 22, 2012 7:27 pm

Happy 5th Anniversary.

Everything is quiet right now.

But not too quiet.

The computer humms,

The chair squeaks,

But I'm sure you don't want to know these things.

There are very mundane for a day like this.

For this anniversary that is.

What is it with people that make a greater deal about




and so on.

I cannot talk.

I'm making a big deal today aren't I?

I wish I would talk to you.

I could to your tombstone.


It's just not the same.

You won't talk back to me.

I feel lonely, and a house full of people couldn't ease this ache.

I remember how this day, five years old played out.

I want to say more.

I don't know how to tell you

All that I want to say.

All I can say is that I wish you were here.

我爱你爸爸. -Chinese

Je t'aime papa. -French

Te quiero papá. -Spanish

I love you papa.

This is for the fifth anniversary.

Never think your father and mother will be there forever. Hold the people you hold dear close.