I should never have let you go. I should never have walked away from you. I should have tried harder. And I hate myself every day because of it. But you hurt me so bad, and I was so scared. And I couldn't admit that I still cared. But I do, even now. This is how I've spent the last year and a half; wanting you. And what's worse is that I know that I once did have you. But you had me, and you let me go first. Why didn't you try harder? You should have fought for me. Just like how I should have fought for you. But I guess we're both idiots.
I gave up the one thing that actually made me feel anything. And I miss you so much. But I'm stuck in the past, and you've moved on. I wish I could move on. I wish I could forget about you. About all the things you made me feel.
Why couldn't you have just tried harder? You shattered my heart into a million pieces. And I'm still trying to put it back together.
Maybe we just shouldn't try to be friend again. Maybe we should just ignore each other. That would be easier. But then I would have lost you forever, and I can't have that. I can't lose you completely.
Just one more thing. Don't love someone else. Could you do that? Just for me?
"It's not meant to be like this. It's not what I planned at all. I don't want to feel like this." - The Walk, Imogen Heap.
"Did you forget that I was even alive? Did you forget everything we ever had? Did you forget? Did you forget about me? Did you regret ever standing by my side? Did you forget what we were feeling inside? Now I'm left to forget about us. But somewhere we went wrong. We were once so strong. Our love is like a song. You can't forget it." - Don't Forget, Demi Lovato.
"Somewhere we went wrong. Our love is like a song. But you won't sing a long. You've forget about us." Don't Forget, Demi Lovato.
"Everyone's around. No words are coming now. And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound? And I know this isn't enough. I still don't measure up. And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when you need it. And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone. And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me, and I'd be so good to you." - Good to You, Marianas Trench.
"You were always hard to hold. So letting go ain't easy. I'm hanging on, you're growing cold, while my mind leaving. Talk, talk is cheap, give me a word you can keep. Cause I'm halfway gone and I'm on my way, and I'm feeling, feeling, feeling this way. Cause I'm halfway in, but don't take too long, cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone. You got one foot out the door, and choking on the other. Always thinking something more is just around the corner. Talk, talk is cheap, give me a word you can keep. Cause I'm halfway gone and I'm on my way, and I'm feeling, feeling, feeling this way. Cause you're halfway in, but don't take too long, cause I'm halway gone, I'm halfway gone." - Halfway Gone, Lifehouse.