Chapter 1. DearLy beloved

Heather POV:

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh, therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

"Will, I love you..." I said, "don't ever leave". My best words could say as he was rocking out in his garage band: green day. Last concert before they leave wherever. His best friends since jr high created a band. Will was headed to venture, Johnny same, & Tunny military.

As walked to Will at the End, he kissed me and the few words to i said was "I'm pregnant!", holding the test. Will, was freaking out! His plans ruined. "wow,congrats! Heather's pregnant!" yelled willl, nervous.

Everyone was in shocked and I sang:

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize

When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home


Will: Nine months later, we ended up having a baby boy we named him, Ian Ronald whatshislastname. Life was different for heather but Different for me, my band torn and life with a baby. Half the time I'd drink or watch the Ian. Heather's life is like my song:

She's always living like she's running out of time
Too much just ain't enough to keep her satisfied
Her plastic card is filled with nothing comes to mind
It's now her occupation that she's overqualified

But after all it's good. One night while we're asleep, Ian middle right side, heather middle, and me sitting playing the guitar, was actually a time she payed attention to me or the song: as I begin singing, I reminiscence our past.

Words get trapped in my mind
Sorry I don't take the time to feel the way I do
'Cause the first day you came into my life
My time ticks around you

But then I need your voice
As the key to unlock
All the love that's trapped in me
So tell me when it's time
To say I love you

All I want is you to understand
That when I take your hand
It's 'cause I want to
We are all born in a world of doubt
But there's no doubt
I figured out
I love you

All I want is you to understand
That when I take your hand
It's 'cause I want to
We are all born in a world of doubt
And there's no doubt
I figured out
I love you

And I feel lonely for
All the losers that will never take the time to say
What was really on their mind instead
They just hide away
Yet they'll never have
Someone like you to guard them
And help along the way
Or tell them when it's time to say, "I love you"
So tell me when it's time to say "I love you"