A/N: I really liked the focus of the episode last night. I just thought it was touching how Jenna confessed everything. I really hope that she doesn't blow it with Luke but it's Degrassi so you never know. This one-shot is about Jenna's feelings towards religion and God. Being a Christian and just believing in God in general, I think that the episode really touched me.
Are You There God? It's Me Jenna
Hey God? Are you there? It's me, Jenna.
I know that I've never really talked to you before, not even as a little girl but here's the thing. I'm fed up with not knowing where my path in life is. I have this empty feeling in my stomach, like I need something more. And I know it can't be material things. Alli seems to believe that science is the key answer, but I feel like science doesn't answer all the questions in life. Jake has his whole gardening thing, and if that keeps him happy so be it. Clare believes in God but she also has her writing. So where does my path lead me?
I just feel like every since I was a child it's always been hard on me and I don't now who to turn to. I can't talk to my friends about it because they won't agree with me. They'll shrug it off and plus they're busy with their own lives. And then I met Luke and he told me that God had this plan for me. I guess I thought that he would be part of that plan. But you saw right through his lies didn't you? Lord, I just want to find my path. I think that there's some reason for me meeting Becky. I don't believe that it's by chance or faith. I guess the point I'm trying to make is that I want something more...and maybe that thing is you?
Religion has never crossed my mind until now. I'm sorry I never prayed to you but I feel like...I'm ready to surrender. I want to feel happy again. I want to feel like I have something to live for. Music is amazing, but it doesn't make me as happy as I want to be. I want to learn about you Lord, but am I worth teaching?