A/N:Okay so this is my first supernatural fanfiction, so it would mean a lot if you would review, even if it was not too good. Anyways enjoy the story! I do not own taco bell, supernatural or any of the characters!

Song for this chapter is because of you by Kelly Clarkson.

Dean, Sam and Castiel sat in a motel room taking a small break after a hunt.

"Man I'm hungry. It's Cas' turn to get the food Sammy?"

"Right Dean. I'm in the mood for taco bell."

"Sounds good. Cas go down the street and get us our usuals."

"Yes Dean." Castiel teleported to the restaurant.

Dean shook his head. "Freakin' angel."

Dean and Sam sat patiently waiting for Castiel to return with their food. After an hour, Dean shot out of his chair, unable to wait any longer.

"Dammit Sam, I got a bad feeling. I'm heading off to taco bell you stay here just in case he comes back."

"Sure thing Dean."

Dean got in the impala and sped down the road. He walked inside the fast food restaurant and walked to the counter. "Have you seen a guy about this tall wearing a trench coat?"

"Yeah he just walked outside with a man about forty five minutes ago."


Dean ran outside and went around to the alley. There on the floor lay Castiel, naked and bleeding.

"Dammit Cas!"

Dean shook Castiel, hoping to get a respond. He got none. Dean dressed Castiel with the clothes that lie next to him. He then carried Castiel into the impala, laying him down in the back seat. He drove like a bat outta hell and was at the motel in no time, even though it felt like forever.

Dean pulled out his cell phone and dialed Sam's number.

"Dean did you find Castiel?"

"Sammy come down stairs right now! Hurry!"


Sam ran down the stairs and saw Dean carrying Castiel. He helped Dean carry him up the stairs. They placed Castiel on one of the beds, still not making a sound.

"What the hell happened to him?"

"I don't know Sam but we need to get some help. Call Bobby and see if he knows anyone with medical experience around here."

Sam didn't even answer Dean, inst4ead jumping into action and pulling out his cell phone. Dean could hear Sam talking, but couldn't make out the words. He didn't really care, his angel was hurt and needed help. Dean grabbed his first aid kit and fixed what he could, which wasn't much. He had no idea if he had internal bleeding or not, so they needed help and needed it fast.

"Alright Dean Bobby has a guy a town over and he will be here in less than twenty minutes. He's going to be okay Dean." Sam put a hand on his brothers shoulder, knowing that Dean had gotten close to the angel.

"How do you know that Sam? You have no idea what happened to him!" Dean yelled, taking his frustration out on his brother.


"Cas? How are you feeling?"

"Terrible. Sam do you mind if I talk to Dean alone for a moment?"

"Not at all, I'll go get us something to eat. Don't worry I got my gun."

Dean and Castiel nodded at Sam. As soon as the door closed, Dean touched Castiel's hand to let him know that he was there for him. He didn't want to let Sam see him having a chick flick moment after all. Castiel jerked his hand away from Dean's in defense and turned his head away, ashamed of himself.

Dean was completely confused. "Cas, what the hell happened to you?"

A tear slid down Castiel's face as he turned his head towards Dean. "I'm sorry Dean, I'm so sorry."

"Sorry for what Cas?"

"Dean a man violated me in that alley." Castiel couldn't bring himself to say rape. He let out a sob that he had been holding in and shook his head.

"God Cas, I am so sorry, I should have never let you go out there alone. Come here."

Dean grabbed Castiel, who flinched at first, but then melted into Dean's arms, crying into Dean's chest.

'This is going to be one hell of a trip.'