Author's Note: So, sorry for the lateness! I've been busy with homework and stuff! My mom has grounded me from my laptop! Here's what I've written so far so you at least have something from me!
I knew I was treading in shallow water. I was in the middle of deep water and land. In the middle of Jane and Zoe. Jane was deep water. Unsafe. While Zoe was the land. But, she was safe. It would be easy, simple, to go to Zoe. It would be so easy to fall in love with her. Of course there was only one thing in my way. Jane. If I'd just let go, let go of my feelings for her, I'd be able to really fall for Zoe. Yet, there was something luring me back to Jane. Back to my Janey. There was apart of me that kept telling me to go to Jane. How it would be so much easier to fully submerge into deep water. To fully submerge into my love for her. The other part of me was telling myself to go to Zoe. Because she was the safest choice. Because I knew she loved me the way I loved Jane. After all it is better to get to land rather than water. But, still, the part of me wanting to go to Jane was a lot stronger than the part of me wanting to go to Zoe. So, who to pick? Let myself be completely consumed in my love for Jane? Or, stay with Zoe, and know that I didn't love her, know that I loved Jane?
I think she's really confused now. About the whole Jeremy thing. She doesn't know if she should go work for him or not, but in my opinion I don't think she should work for him. Now, that has nothing to do with the fashion show. I just don't think she should work for him since he was the mole, the traitor. She shouldn't just leave Donovan Decker either. I think she needs to hear that.
I'm not doing anything now. I guess I'll tell her. My mom won't care, she usually lets me do whatever I want whenever I want.
When I open the door neither Jane or Ben hear me. They're both on the couch. But...she's crying. I've never seen her cry like that. I can tell they're talking but the only thing I hear is,