This is a kind of alternate thingy. What if Christian hadn't over reacted to ana being pregnant and didn't go too see Elena.
I came home that day, confused and scared. How would I tell Christian. I could just casually bring it up "hey so yeah I'm pregnant Christian" no that wouldn't go down well. Maybe I could invite everyone over so that he wouldn't kick off when I told him. Scratch that he would wait until they left and then go mad. Anyway I said it wasn't going to go down well. I decided not to tell him just for a few days at least, giving me plenty of time to think of a way to tell him.
"Dinner will be ready in about 5 minutes Mr and Mrs. Grey" Gail had no idea how glad I was to hear that, ever since I found out about little blip I was constantly hungry. "Great. Thanks Gail." Oh crap! He was in a bad mood. I considered not telling him tonight but it had been almost 1 weeks since I found out so it was about time I did.
"Ana stop playing with your food and just eat it please." Angry wasn't the word for this, I just hoped he wouldn't get worse when I broke the news.
"Sorry" I practically whispered but Christian still heard it.
"Ana, I am not in the mood for this, what the hell is wrong with you. All week you have avoided me or when we did talk it was all one word answers coming from you." It was killing me to not tell him but my brain just seemed to stop functioning.
"I, well it's just, uhm, don't be mad but" get a grip steele and stop crying. The harder I tried to stop and tell Christian the more it seemed impossible.
"oh Ana, baby don't cry. I didn't mean to shout at you. Please just tell me whats wrong" FUCK! What have I don't ive made him feel guilty. I suppose I should just get this over with.
"Christian I have to tell you something but you have to promise me you wont get mad." Finally my brain was working again.
"Ana I promise. Now come on what's been eating you up" he stared into my ayes as he promised me. Oh hell now I have to tell him.
"Christian, give me your hand" he looked slightly puzzled but he knew what I was trying to tell him as soon as I placed his hand on my stomach.
He looked at me then his hand then at me again before getting up from his seat and storming out of the apartment. Smooth Ana! Okay so it wasn't my brightest idea but I just couldn't get the words out.
Ana had been acting strange all week and I wanted to know what was eating her up but I was too scared to ask in case she said she was thinking about leaving. I walked in the door just as Gail was setting out dinner. I noticed Ana as she fidgeted with her hair and looked nervous. I was pissed off. We lost one of our biggest customers today and I mean big like $2 billion a year kind of big. I know I should have left my anger and stress at work but this one wasn't going to be easy to forget.
"Ana stop playing with your food and just eat it please." I didn't realise how angry I sounded until she jerked her head up in shock.
"Sorry" she whispered it but I could still hear her and that's when I knew something was wrong.
"Ana, I am not in the mood for this, what the hell is wrong with you. All week you have avoided me or when we did talk it were all one word answers coming from you." CRAP! Why can't I just speak in a nice polite tone? She had better answer me or gods help her as she would be in for a punishment tonight.
"I, well it's just, uhm, don't be mad but" that was all she managed before she burst into a steady stream of tears. Shit Grey nice going!
"Oh Ana, baby don't cry. I didn't mean to shout at you. Please just tell me what's wrong" I felt so guilty. Why did I have to shout at her she hadn't done anything wrong.
"Christian I have to tell you something but you have to promise me you won't get mad" Shit this was serious, maybe she rally was leaving me. I had to find out now.
"Ana I promise. Now come on what's been eating you up" Now my tone was calmer and I wasn't shouting anymore mainly because I needed to know what Ana had to tell me.
"Christian, give me your hand" I was puzzled. Why the fuck did she want my hand. Before I had time to ask any questions she put my hand on her stomach and I instantly knew what she was trying to tell me. I looked at her than at my hand then at her again. I was in a state of panick and confusion. What was I supposed to do?
I got up and grabbed my keys before storming out of the apartment I was going to drive to Elenas and have a drink but realised that would only make more problems for me so I just went to a bar and bout a bottle of whiskey before heading back to the apartment and drinking the whole bottle alone in my car.
Fuck it Grey man up and go speak to your wife. You can't blame her solely for this you helped. I knew it was because of the craziness of the last few weeks so I really couldn't be that mad, besides I kind of wanted a kid, granted I didn't want one so early on in our relationship but it wouldn't kill us would it?
As I walked in to the apartment I noticed A not on the counter: "Christian I am so sorry for doing this but after your reaction I don't think we can be together anymore. All of the things including the engagement and wedding ring that you gave to me are in a box in the tv room. I am sorry for destroying us. Love you always Ana."
I knew I shouldn't have told him but I couldn't exactly keep it a secret forever.
I walked into our room and packed a suitcase with enough clothes to last me a few weeks before packing up the things Christian had given me before writing him a note. It was killing me to do this, especially after promising him that I would never leave him. I carefully placed both my engagement and wedding rings on top of the box before quietly leaving the apartment. Lucky for me Christian had sent Taylor and Gail out for the evening and Sawyer was at the bathroom so I got out with ease.
His car was gone so I assumed he had gone out to a bar or went to Bitch Trolls house. I had enough faith in him to believe he hadn't gone to her but if he had then that was his choice. I got in my car ad drove back to the apartment me and Kate shared for a few months before I moved in with Christian. She was away with Elliot for a few months so I had it all to myself.
Fuck I messed up big time. I called sawyer who quickly got into his car and drove to Anas old apartment. The car hadn't even stopped before I jumped out and ran to Anas apartment I went in to find her sitting on the sofa crying and patting her stomach. I instantly sobered up and sat next her placing my hand firmly over hers rubbing her belly. "Im sorry I ran Ana but you have to understand its not because I don't want the baby. I do want it. I just don't think I will be a good father. I just don't want to be like the crack whores pimp." I was crying. "Christian I am sorry too. I left the apartment because I thought you hated me for this" she gestured toward her stomach "No Ana I don't, plus it did take the two of us you know." I tried with a little laugh, it worked she stood up and grabbed the case that was by the door. "Well come on then I want to get home and I am exhausted so I would like to go now." I didn't say a word I grabbed her case and walked behind her as we went down to the car.
As soon as we got home I knew I made the right choice of going after her.
Finally Christian showed up. I hadn't expected him to take so long but I wasn't going to be angry at him for that. He sat beside me on the sofa placing his hand over mine and rubbing my belly. We talked and apologized. I was glad to her that he did want the baby, I didn't want to believe that he wanted me to get rid of it for one second. After we talked I stood up and grabbed my case. I told him I wanted to go home and his smile went from ear to ear. We got to the car before he tapped me on the shoulder.
I turned around to see Christian on his knee, "I do believe these belong to you "
He is so cute, I allowed him to slide the rings back onto my finger before getting in the car and heading back to Escala.