Hey! Im sorry for the late update but like I said, I have my end of year exams and I have to study because seriously, I slept in every class. So if I don't pass, I have to stay back Secondary 3 then all of my "friends" will go up to Secondary 4. so please understand my situation 3

Plus im having a writers block. But its ok (: I'll get through it. SORRY IF YOU FIND THIS CHAPTER SHORT! SORRRYYYYYYYYY!

ENJOY!

- CHAPTER 4 -

I just kept quiet listening to Santana's cry for me. All I could think now was Sian. I miss her. I miss her so fucking much. After getting discharge from the hospital, I moved back in into my mum's house. I didn't go back to Sian and I house to take anything. Lucky for me, I left some of my clothing at home. I shut the water and dried myself with the towel I took before running in. I looked at the spot where the hot water landed. Its red and it fucking hurts.

I wore my clothes and walked out. "Santana... I'm here..." I said weakly before falling to the floor blanking out. "SOPHIE!" Was the last thing I heard?

-

I opened my eyes to see that I'm in the nurse's room. How the fuck did I get here? I looked around and I saw Santana beside me. "Santana..." She shot her head up before hugging me avoiding the injuries on my abs. "Can we go and get some food please... I'm starving..." I didn't bother asking her about why she was there or how I got here. All I want is my comfort food. "That's the first thing you think about when you wake up" she raised an eyebrow before saying sure. She helped me up to my feet, putting her arm around my waist while my arm around her shoulder. We walked to the canteen ignoring all the looks we received. The best player in school looks like a fucking wreck.

We were reaching the canteen when Sian and her group approached us. They started cursing me and Santana trying to save my ass. Again, I felt myself getting weaker and weaker. "Santana... Can we... Just ... Go..." Before I even finish, I fainted one more time. But luckily Santana was there to help me. Before I totally faint, I saw Sian and her friends laughing and walked away. But I could see the hurt and worry in her eyes.

- 2 months later -

Everything has gotten worst. I am severely underweight, my arm is full of slashes, I look like a fucking stick, smoking and drinking is like my meals and not going home everyday. But I still I manage to go to school because I secretly hope Sian will change back. But no.

For the past 2 months, I had to buy all of my books all over again because Sian and her group burned it, I was thrown into the dumpster, I was locked in the fucking janitor room for a whole fucking day. I can't fucking take it anymore.

I was having softball training and the cheerleaders was right beside our team cheering for us and when they saw me being the batter , they started cheering, " L TO THE E TO THE S YEAH. What does it say? LES! LES what?! LESBIAN! LES what?! LESBIAN!" I had enough of this. Once the whistled was blown, I grab my things and ran to the toilet ignoring the laughs I earned on the way.

When I was in the changing rooms, Sian and her fucking group walked in. "Well, well, well. What do we have here?" Sian said. "Did you like our little cheer we made for you?" She continued. Suddenly, she and her friends started undressing themselves. I grabbed my bag and went right in a cubicle slamming the door shut behind me. I dropped my bag and just listened to whatever they have to say. "Scared your lesbian hormones will act up, Webster?" Sian spat.

I gotta get out of this place. I started undressing. When I took off my shirt, I heard the girls going out. Phew. They are finally gone. I stripped myself and looked in the mirror. Fuck. I'm fucking ugly. Look at my body. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a voice came from above me. "What the fuck happen to you!? LOOK AT YOU!" I looked up only to see Sian looking at my body from the other cubicle.

I quickly put a new pair of undergarments and clothings on and walked out of the cubicle. Sian stopped me from walking. "Was that all cause of me..." Sian asks sounding very sad. The last time I heard this tone was when her parents divorce. I just decided to keep quiet. She grabbed my left arm and rolled my sleeves up to inspect the slashes. She pulled up my shirt only to see my body which was once muscular to be only skin and bones. "Have you been eating..." After saying that, she cupped my face and looked straight into my eyes and I saw the tears forming up in her eyes. "Is that all because of m-" "YES! ALL OF THIS IS CAUSED BY YOU! YOU. NO ONE ELSE!" I snapped. "Have you been smoking...? Soph... It's not good... Look I'm sor-" "No. Don't. Just. Just fuck off. You can bully me all you want. I don't care anymore. I'm gonna be dead soon anyways." I shoved her aside and walked out of the door.

i walked as fast as I could ignoring Sian shouting out my name. "SOPHIE!" I stopped walking and turned back to her and simple said, "Bye Sian." I walked out and drove my car back to my mum place.

I slammed my room door and lock it and blasted Adele on my stereo. It's a good thing my parents are away for vacation and my sister is with her boyfriend. I took out a photo book of me and Sian. She got me this for my 13th birthday. I went to sleep hugging it tightly.

I was awoken by something being thrown at my window. I looked at my clock "3.42am". Who the fuck could it be. I opened my window and looked down. There was no one. Maybe I was just hearing things. Suddenly, someone pushed herself into the room. "What the fuck. Who the fuck is that!" I ran to the light switch and switch it on.

"What the fuck Santana?! Couldn't you have called me first?!" I looked straight into her eyes. "Heyyyyy. Do you mind me and my gf stay over the night? We got kicked out." "Omg. Sure sure. Come on. Where's she? Wait. You have a gf?!" "Hahaha. Yeah I do. She's at the front door. She was scared to climb up." She walked out of my room and went to open the front door before locking it once again.

"This is my gf, Britanny S Pierce." Wow she's beautiful. Gosh they look so cute together.

- CHAPTER 4 -

I just kept quiet listening to Santana's cry for me. All I could think now was Sian. I miss her. I miss her so fucking much. After getting discharge from the hospital, I moved back in into my mums house. I didn't go back to Sian and I house to take anything. Lucky for me, I left some of my clothing at home. I shut the water and dried myself with the towel I took before running in. I looked at the spot where the hot water landed. Its red and it fucking hurts.

I wore my clothes and walked out. "Santana... I'm here.." I said weakly before falling to the floor blanking out. "SOPHIE!" Was the last thing I heard.

-

I opened my eyes to see that I'm in the nurses room. How the fuck did I get here? I looked around and I saw Santana beside me. "Santana..." She shot her head up before hugging me avoiding the injuries on my abs. "Can we go and get some food please.. I'm starving.." I didn't bother asking her about why she was there or how I got here. All I want is my comfort food. "That's the thing you think of once you wake up" she raised an eyebrow before saying sure. She helped me up to my feet, putting her arm around my waist while my arm around her shoulder. We walked to the canteen ignoring all the looks we received. The best player in school looks like a fucking wreck.

We were reaching the canteen when Sian and her group approached us. They started cursing me and Santana trying to save my ass. Again, I felt myself getting weaker and weaker. "Santana... Can we... Just ... Go..." Before I even finish, I fainted one more time. But luckily Santana was there to help me. Before I totally faint, I saw Sian and her friends laughing and walked away. But I could see the hurt and worry in her eyes.

- 2 months later -

Everything has gotten worst. I am severely underweight, my arm is full of slashes, I look like a fucking stick, smoking and drinking is like my meals and not going home everyday. But I still I manage to go to school because I secretly hope Sian will change back. But no.

For the past 2 months, I had to buy all of my books all over again because Sian and her group burned it, I was thrown into the dumpster, I was locked in the fucking janitor room for a whole fucking day. I can't fucking take it anymore.

I was having softball training and the cheerleaders was right beside our team cheering for us and when they saw me being the batter , they started cheering, " L TO THE E TO THE S YEAH. What does it say? LES! LES what?! LESBIAN! LES what?! LESBIAN!" I had enough of this. Once the whistled was blown, I grab my things and ran to the toilet ignoring the laughs I earned on the way.

When I was in the changing rooms, Sian and her fucking group walked in. "Well, well, well. What do we have here?" Sian said. "Did you like our little cheer we made for you?" She continued. Suddenly, she and her friends started undressing themselves. I grabbed my bag and went right in a cubicle slamming the door shut behind me. I dropped my bag and just listened to whatever they have to say. "Scared your lesbian hormones will act up, Webster?" Sian spat.

I gotta get out of this place. I started undressing. When I took off my shirt, I heard the girls going out. Phew. They are finally gone. I stripped myself and looked in the mirror. Fuck. I'm fucking ugly. Look at my body. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a voice came from ontop of me. "What the fuck happen to you!? LOOK AT YOU!" I looked up only to see Sian looking at my body from the other cubicle.

I quickly put a new pair of undergarments and clothings on and walked out of the cubicle. Sian stopped me from walking. "Was that all cause of me..." Sian ask sounding very sad. The last time I heard this tone was when her parents divorce. I just decided to keep quiet. She grabbed my left arm and rolled my sleeves up to inspect the slashes. She pulled up my shirt only to see my body which was once muscular to be only skin and bones. "Have you been eating..." After saying that, she cupped my face and looked straight into my eyes and I saw the tears forming up in her eyes. "Is that all because of m-" "YES! ALL OF THIS IS CAUSED BY YOU! YOU. NO ONE ELSE!" I snapped. "Have you been smoking... Soph... Its not good.. Look I'm sor-" "No. Don't. Just. Just fuck off. You can bully me all you want. I don't care anymore. I'm gonna be dead soon anyways." I shoved her aside and walked out of the door.

i walked as fast as I could ignoring Sian shouting out my name. "SOPHIE!" I stopped walking and turned back to her and simple said, "Bye Sian." I walked out and drove my car back to my mum place.

I slammed my room door and lock it and blasted Adele on my stereo. Its a good thing my parents are away for vacation and my sister is with her boyfriend. I took out a photobook of me and Sian. She got me this for my 13th birthday. I went to sleep hugging the book.

I was awoken by something being thrown at my window. I looked at my clock "3.42am". Who the fuck could it be. I opened my window and looked down. There was no one. Maybe I was just hearing things. Suddenly, someone pushed herself into the room. "What the fuck. Who the fuck is that!" I ran to the light switch and switch it on.

"What the fuck Santana?! Couldn't you have called me first?!" I looked straight into her eyes. "Heyyyyy. Do you mind me and my gf stay over the night? We got kicked out." "Omg. Suresure. Come on. Where's she? Wait. You have a gf?!" "Hahaha. Yeah I do. She's at the front door. She was scared to climb up." She walked out of my room and went to open the front door before locking it once again.

"This is my gf, Britanny S Pierce." Wow she's beautiful. Gosh they look so cute together.

Sorry I just had to add Santana and Brittany in. I LOVE THEM!

Hope you enjoy this! Im gonna have to take a break from all this. But I'll start updating once my stupid exams are over (: take care of yourself and may god bless you

- BabyBOOMz