Its been exactly a month since the day I walked away from his apartment, since the day I walked away from him and since the day I walked away from my heart. He wont talk to me but when he does his voice is cold and empty of emotion. I wish now more than ever that I could just be normal, that I could tell him how much I love him and want to be with him. But I am an alchemist and im not normal. If Itell him how much I love the punishments will be severe for the both of us, and the worst part of it is not the heavy and broken heart I carry, or the tears threatening to reveal themselves everyday,it is that he is hurting and that without risking his life I can do nothing to help him.