A year after they had all left Blue Water High
Why am I crying? Because Dean Edgely has left again for the pro circuit, but this time he broke up with me. He said that the long distance thing was pointless. When I had asked him what he had meant he said that there was no point in having a relationship if we never saw each other. He went on to say that we had been growing apart for a long time. I started to cry, but he didn't care he just stood up and left.
Well, I'm back home in Germany. I'm happy to be here with my family even if i had to leave Joe behind. Sure i miss my friends and Australia, but my life is here now. I'm working on my kite boarding and I have won several comps this year. I'm just happy to be living life.
I got an amazing job offer. It's to be a fashion model, for an amazing magazine. The only problem is that the job is in Sydney. I'd have to leave Matt and Melbourne. When I told him i had excepted the job he had gotten really angry. He started to yell at me asking me why i hadn't told him about the job before I had excepted it and he asked why i hadn't talked to him about it. I told him i didn't know, that it was such a good opportunity and i couldn't pass it up. He lowered his voice and said what about us? What about the opportunity for a future together? I told him I didn't know and he said if I didn't know then I had already picked the job over him and that there was no more us. I tried to stop him from leaving, but i couldn't and now he's gone.
I had to. I really had to. I had no choice he was going to give up his dreams to come with me on the circuit to give up his dreams of photography just to be with me. I couldn't let him do that. I couldn't let him give up on his dream so I ended it. I broke up with him and left to go on the circuit. He was confused of course because things between us were great. I didn't explain I just left, because if I did explain he wouldn't have let me break up with him.