Looks who back!
First off, I'm so so so SO SORRY, for not updating in so long, I've just had some pretty importend things I needed to do and when i wanted to update my computer wouldn't work...
Second I have changed the polyvore's from the chapters before but I couldn't change the words anymore in the chapters, so sorry if that's weird.
And then last, YESS I reached my goal again for this chapter which was 2.000 words and I have 2.069 words!

Lastly, I would like to thank~ BTRbelle05, .dream, 1234irrek, KendallMySpidermanInTheVans, Mystery Girl 911, nothingevenmatters111, king988 (Guest), mysticzephyra, AngryLittleDuck and MackenzieBTRfan1~ for reviewing,Favoriting and alerting NOT only reviewing Adoption but also some for my One-Shot A place in my heart…

ive still got a lot to tell but ill just keep my mouth shut so you can read, sorry thats a pretty boring chapter and nothing happens...

Disclaimer: I do NOT own BTR, any song used, or anything other familiar!

Chapter 5

*Aubree's POV*


Argg… Stupid Alarm, shut up and let me sleep. Today was Monday and I needed to go to school today again, I totally don't want to go, but-
"Aubree, are you out of bed?"
"Yes, mom!"
I sit up in my bed, before I stand up. I walk to my dresser, pick out an outfit to wear and walk to the bathroom. Once there, I lay my clothes down in the sink, take my Tank Top and Pajama pants off, and go in the shower. I wonder what Faith will think when I tell her about my weekend. I mean, not only may I have seen my family, but also may it be a boy of Big Time Rush, her most favorite band in the universe, and believe me I'm not just saying that, she has like all their albums, posters, t-shirts- you can talk ages about it. So yeah, she's a total Rusher, not that I'm not, I just don't have like everything of them. I wash my hair fast and get out of the shower. I put my clothes on, brush my teeth and do my hair. After that I walk to my room and pick up my school bag. After one last look in the mirror ( wwwDOTpolyvoreDOTcom/cgi/set?id=80928840&DOTlocale=nl -The blouse is unbuttoned-), I walk downstairs.
I go into the kitchen, take an apple, give my mom a kiss on the cheek, yell- "BYE, DAD!"- to my father and then start my walk to school.


I walked through the hallways to my locker. Everyone was with their friends talking about the weekend, I hadn't seen Faith yet, so I thought that she just wasn't here yet. I opened my locker and put my books for my first period in my bag. While I was doing that I heard someone scream my name- "AUBREEEEEEEEEE!" –and right after, I got tackled to go floor. When I looked up, I saw my best friend since like forever, Faith. She was starring with her blue eyes at me. "Can you get off of me now, Faith?" I asked her, laughing. After we were standing again, I took a look at her outfit, she is wearing today. ( wwwDOTpolyvoreDOTcom/faiths_outfit/set?id=80932090 ) Faith is like almost the complete opposite of me; She is a girly girl, while I'm more like a tough girl. But like they say; 'the opposite attracts.'
"So how was your weekend, Faith?" I asked her.
"Super, I went to my granny for her 95th birthday, my whole family came."
"And you what did you do?"
"I went to the wall of 9/11, by th -"
"Ohh… that's right 9/11 was this weekend, I totally forgot. Were you alright?"
"Yeah, I was allright, but like I said I totally need to tell you something."
"What is it?"
"I think I saw my family- real family."
"Really? Well what did you do?"
"Nothing, I just- I don't know…but I did found something that might have helped me with finding them."
"Well, what then?"

"I saw a name was erased, and like you know they would have erased my name, and above it was a name, that looked familiar. So I googled that name, and saw that he died with one of his daughters in 9/11, which I think can be mine."
"So you know your father's name and your own."
"Yeah and I've found were my current family lives."
"No way!"
"I know right? But if that really is my family, then…" I hesitated, do I really want to tell her, I'm not even so sure yet..
"What? Tell me."
"Promise me you won't tell anyone."
"I promise"
"and that you won't freak out." She looked confused.
"I.. Promise, why would I freak out?"
"I'm not sure yet but it said that, if it really was my father and I really was that girl, that my last name was…. Knight."
"Like as in Knight, Knight?"
"Yeah… it said I had a brother named Kendall and a sister named Katilyn- which I think, is Katie's full name."
"Wait you said you have their address?"
"Yeah I plan on going there on the weekend, just to talk and look if they really are my family."
"Can I come?"
"Not the first time but maybe after it some time, allright?"
After that the bell rang and we both walked off to our homeroom.


It was lunch break and Faith and me were in the cafeteria, sitting at one of the tables with our food.
"Well well, look at who we have here, the losers." said Tess, one of the 'popular' kids in school.
"What do you want, Tess?" I asked.
"Well, I just wanted to let you see my tickets to the new BTR Concert for next week's Saturday." she said, while holding the tickets for us to see.
"well, you did, so you can go now."
"Ohh please, I know you two want to go too so badly, so don't act like you don't care."
"I really, don't care Tess."
"Ughh, you will care once you see how awesome it was." and with that she walked off.
"I really want to go, Bree." Faith says, once Tess is far enough away o she can't hear it.
"I know, I know Fay, but just act like you don't, I'm sure they will come again someday."
"But what if they don't?"
"Well, if it's true, of you know what I mean, then we don't have to worry about it."


'Please stupid bell ring please please please…'

'Yes!' I jump out of my seat, gather my books, put them in my bag and run out of the class.
I walk to my locker, put the books I need at home in bag, close my locker and go looking for Faith.
When I see her at her locker, I walk towards her and ask;
"Hey, want to hang out?"
"Sorry, I have dance right after school today."
"Ohh right, your lessons are starting again."
"Yeah, but we can hang tomorrow."
"Sure, we will see what we're gonna do then."
"Allright, Bye see ya tomorrow."
'well that will be just doing homework today then, yay…'


I open the front door and go up the stairs. I walk in and throw my bag on my bed.
Then I go close the door, so I can do my homework in peace, for when my parents come home from work. I lay my homework on my desk and walk to my laptop. I pick it up and put it on my desk too.
When it's on, I go to my music and put on one of my playlist's on. Worldwide of Big Time Rush comes as soon as I start on my homework. While I'm doing my homework, I am singing softly with the songs that come on;

Paris, London, Tokyo,
There's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Babe, it won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone)
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
(Girl I'll be thinking about you)

In this california king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been california wishing on these stars for your heart for me
My california king

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe

Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when Im a billionaire

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it's starts to snow
Only know your love her when you've let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know your love her when you've let her go

And a lot of other songs.
When I'm done, it's time to eat. So I put my laptop on stand-by, lay my homework in my bag, put my bag on the floor by my door and walk downstairs.
"Hey mom, hey dad."
"Hey, sweetie" both my parents say.
"Can I help with something?"
"No, you don't have to help we only need to wait for when the food is ready and we can eat."
"allright." I go and sit at the table and wait till the food is ready.


After I was done with the dishes, I walked back upstairs.
I put my music on again, and walk around looking for paper and pencils.
After I've found it, I lay down on the floor and start drawing, one of the many things I do when I'm bored; along with playing guitar, writing songs, reading and a few other things.
I just draw what on my mind.

I start with a little girl, who looks like she's in hysterics, crying or even sobbing. She's sitting on the floor of a office room, holding her hands out to a man who's running towards her. Around them are people running around screaming. The office is devastated; Papers are lying everywhere, Chairs lay on the side, glass is laying on the floor and there's fire at one side of the office. There's a lot of smoke so everything is a bit hazy.

After I'm done, I look at it and sigh. I still remember everything of 9/11 even though I was like 2 or 3. It's really weird that I still remember. I think it probably is because it's a pretty big and scary thing that happened and it's not that easy to forget also ,of course, there are videos of it and it's on the news every year, so you'll be reminded.

I stand up and put the drawing with my other drawings I ever made, which are quite a few, if I do say so myself. After I lay it away, I go on my laptop. First I looked on twitter and facebook, looking if there was new news or something on Big Time Rush. After that I went to MSN, looking if Faith was online. She was, so we started Chatting;

R0ckin'Br33: Heeii
L0v3Fay4eveh: Haaaaiiii
R0ckin'Br33: how was practice?
L0v3Fay4eveh: AMAZINGGG, we learned the dance of LOVE ME LOVE ME, EEPPPP! Of course some we just made up but the parts of BTR we learned those :D
R0ckin'Br33: really?! Learn it me tomorrow!
L0v3Fay4eveh: Sure!
R0ckin'Br33: So, how was the rest of practice?
L0v3Fay4eveh: Alright, I mean I don't have any other friends then you but there aren't irritating girls either so it's alright.

Yeahh, that's true, Faith and I don't have other friends except for each other, people think Faith is to Hyper and weird, which is also because she dyed her hair red, and they think I'm too much like a boy, but there are girls that are more like a boy at school and is not hated as much as me. I think it is because when we were younger we were friends with Tess, I know weird, but she changed and started treating me like shit and I think because Faith stayed with me after we stopped being friends she is being hated on too, because I know she can be friends with like everyone. What can I say she is a people person.

R0ckin'Br33: haha, but you know you only want me ;)

Not true, she might only want me as a friend but she wants to like talk with everyone happily.

L0v3Fay4eveh: Jep, you're mah Sistuhh 3

Alright , we aren't real sisters of course but we feel like it we know each other almost our whole lives.

R0ckin'Br33: hahah yeah you're right 'bout that
L0v3Fay4eveh: hey I need to go and change for bed, see ya 2mrrw
R0ckin'Br33: Bye See ya xx

I logged off and did the laptop off. I looked at the clock and saw it was 11:09 PM. I changed into my PJ's ( wwwDOTpolyvoreDOTcom/cgi/set?id=67141438&DOTlocale=nl ) and went to bed, ready for sleep to take over.

Hope you enjoyed it!
Songs used;

Worldwide - BTR
California King - Rihanna
Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
Billionaire - Bruno Mars ft. travie McCoy
Let Her Go – Passenger
Love me Love me – BTR

I'm gonna go on vacation soon, so i will write but i dont know if i can update them, but like i said ill write and try to update as soon as i get back! For those of you who have vacation too or soon have or just had; i hope you enjoy(ed) it!

Hope to see ya next time, Chey21