NOTES: It's really hard to do a storyline when it comes to hospital scenes, Its kind of risky if you asked me, but I visualize myself as someone trying to conquer his fears and that's how I made this next chapter.

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to june: you're one of the few person that had been with me all along, I cannot continue this story without your encouragement.

I ALMOST FORGOT TO PUT THIS ON MY NOTES, I DO NOT OWN TAKUMI-KUN NOR THE PAIR, JUST THE STORYLINE AND SOME ADDITIONAL CHARACTERS HERE'S CHAPTER 5 ENJOY.


Misu, began to worry, he knows Shingyouji should have already arrive he keeps on texting him but there was no reply, when he had called his phone it was always directed to his voicemail. He called the place where his lover works, the receptionist told him Shingyouji left an hour ago, he can no longer calm down, he tries to call Gii but to no avail he can't reach his former rival as well same with Hayama. The older man decides to just focus on his papers.

His concentration we're all cut out when a nurse called his attention telling him about a guy that had rushed to the hospital because of a car accident, Misu who is hesitant to aid them goes outside his office. As the patient is being taken out of the ambulance Misu's face had become paled seeing who the victim was.

He hurriedly approached the man covered in blood.

"S-Shingyouji."

He tried to held the young man's face but he is shaking badly, he feels like the place are all in black, he began to remember everything that had happened again in the camp, seeing his friends eyes looking at him when he was injured, the blood that had stained his hands, the anger and rage he saw throught the soldier's and finally visualizing Shingyouji looking at him in his eyes covered in blood telling Misu to save him.

"Doctor."

"Huh?" Misu's was finally backed in reality when one of his nurses called him. He looks at the young man and asked the nurse to bring him to the emergency room one of them putting oxygen to the young man's mouth. As they enter the place he examines the young man's state trying to hold his composure still can't believe seeing him in that way.

"What's his blood pressure?" Misu asks his assistant

"60 over 40 Doctor."

"There is a problem doctor."

"What is it now?" Misu worriedly asks his nurse.

"Dr. Evans and Dr. Watson is still in the surgery room, and Dr. Burke is on leave."

Misu was shocked to hear that there would be no available doctors to aid his lover, the scars of his past is one of the reason he never went on that place but now the situation is different, he needs to save the young man, the one that he loved the most.

"I will do the surgery." Says Misu.

"Huh? But Doctor that could be a problem. You need to have the Attending Doctor's Permission."

"I will take full responsibility of the consequences. Check the position of the handle" Misu said firmly.

The nurse do what Misu had said but she is still worried about Misu's decision since this was not his line of duty in the hospital he notice his assistant still not moving.

"What are you still doing hurry up! Don't stand just stand there and help me prepare the things for the surgery." As the nursed leave Misu stared at Shingyouji's unconscious body.

This time I can't let you die, I won't allow you to leave….

At the operating room, Misu is really sweating hard, but if no one could help Shingyouji he should be the one to do it, he asks for the things he needed to do the operation, the nurse is still worried because she knows that could both caused them their jobs if this would know especially by the head doctor. Misu still tries to do the operation, knowing he can't stop this now, one mistake he knows he can lose Shingyouji forever. After some hours the older man was able to do the surgery successfully, he was able to sigh in relief and hurriedly ask the nurse to bring Shingyouji to ICU.

After the operation Misu went to the washroom, even if Shingyouji had survived the surgery, he still don't know if his lover could get through, he looks in the mirror to clean up and hurriedly stayed at Shingyouji's side it was almost midnight when he drifted into his sleep, while waiting for the young man to wake up.

The next day Misu's sleep was cut off when he heard his phone alarmed. Misu stands up and saw the young man not awake yet, he decide to grab something for breakfast but before he leaves he kissed the young man's forehead.

Outside he saw Gii and Hayama waiting outside looking worried when they had heard what had happened to Shingyouji.

"How is he?"

"He's now in stable condition, but he hasn't woke up yet. You could go inside and see him."

"Misu is it true? You did the operation?" Gii asks him.

"Yes I did. I'll just grab something to eat." Misu walked away leaving Hayama and Gii to enter Shingyouji's room, as he grabbed bread from the canteen, and returned to his office one of the nurses approached him and tell him that the head doctor wants to see him in his office.

Misu did what he was told and went to see the Head, as he enters the place he was asked to sit down.

"So you've heard."

"Yes, you know what you have done is very dangerous, but I am proud of how you took risk and saved that man."

"I am sorry if I did not ask permission about this."

"Why should you apologize, it's our mission to save people's lives, and that is your duty as well, I know you still carry that emotional baggage inside you but you can face it, when you saw him in grave danger it triggers you're mind to face your fear."

"Thank you."

"I am proud to have you as one of the doctors here in this hospital; I am looking forward for what you will still do in the future. But i just have one question why did you decide all of a sudden to so the operation?"

"People do crazy things especially when they're in love." Misu told his Head Doctor smiling at him.

"I'm glad you did."

Misu shakes hand with the elder man and went outside, he decides to drop by his office first and continue his paper works, suddenly Gii and Hayama approached and told him they are both leaving and will come back on the next day. Misu decide to finish his tasks a little faster so that he can go inside the young man's room.

It was 7pm when Misu went back to check his lover's condition, he noticed all the gifts that we're given to him for and prayers for him to get well.

"Did you know how afraid I was; I thought I am going to lose you, what I was just thinking at that time is I need to do everything to save you, I was afraid I might end up the same as what had happened before," Misu held Shingyouji's hand. "What else can I do so that you'll wake up already? Staying longer in our hospital that's a lot of bills you know, I can't even concentrate on working. "He had now his tears flowing in his face tightly holding the young man's hand. "I love you so much Shingyouji."

Shingyouji seems to hear his words and slowly opened his eyes; he looks around and sees Misu crying in front of him.

"Arata-san?"

"Shingyouji?" Misu's face enlightened seeing his lover gained consciousness.

"I won't die yet so you should not cry, I told you we can get through this right? You had saved me."

"Listen, I'll just have one of nurses to check up on you, I'm glad your awake now." Says Misu.

"Wait just stay here with me, can you tell that words to me again?" Shingyouji pleading the older man.

"Baka! I'll just stay here but I will no longer repeat what I have said." Misu responded to him which Shingyouji weakly smiled at him.

"I was frightened thinking I could not make it." Says Misu

"But you did, I won't be here now talking to you if you failed. I can never leave you alone, besides you can't get rid of me that easily." Says Shingyouji.

"I won't even allow that to happen." Misu said to him smiling. "When I saw you covered in blood I don't know what to do and worse no surgeon was available to attend you, I decide to take matters in my hand, but what if I made a mistake, I can never forgive myself if I will be the cause of your death."

"I know you can do it, because when you love someone you'll make sure that you'll do anything for him." Says Shingyouji.

"You're talking too much you to think you just wOke up."

"I am just happy everything is alright now maybe it's time for us to forget everything in the past and decide to face our future." Shingyouji told him.

"Our future" Misu leaned to kiss Shingyouji in his lips filled with love, he can't wait for Shingyouji to be released out of the hospital and he had something now in mins that he knows Shingyouji would be surprised.

How high is the price of love? If love were standing in front of me and asked me: "What are you ready to give for me? - I don't know what I would say; wait, maybe I'd asked: "What have I done to you? Why did you jerk me around like that? And then I'd shake him till his thoughts get whirled around like mine do. A storm in a glass of water. And still: Whatever happens and whoever sent my feelings to war: I still believe in this power of love. No matter how it hurts, it is the greatest feelings and believe it or not I had given everything for love. We are destined for each other; the world can end but at least I am not alone. I have you.


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