Thanks so very much for the reviews everyone! :D
So I have school tomorrow and I don't think I will have the time to update until the weekend…sorry! I hate school so much, it's unreal. Anyway this chapter is for all of you to enjoy till my next update.
Tommy and Amy will become friends if Teddy likes it or not. You will all realize in this chapter why Teddy doesn't like Tommy.
Someone sent me this in a review: I'm a little shocked that Amy isn't more like Tommy because they are both very similar as far as background goes. I kind of expected Amy to be pissed about what teddy said because her mother was a druggie whore too and she isn't all that different from Tommy because she smokes and used to cut herself even though it wasn't weed. And why does she stop cutting herself when she comes to live with the Greys? She has no idea how normal families work and when a kid is abused and starts doing stuff like that they don't just stop the second they get out of whatever situation they are in. Take Christian for example. And shouldn't Amy have more phycolocical/ emotional issues than what she does? Most kids who come from a background like her'd don't really want to talk about it or be affectionate/ intimate with anyone.
Whoever sent me that I just wanted to say thank you for the review and you kind of jumped the gun on me; this chapter is the calm before the storm. Amy is going to have a really bad time in the next chapter. She isn't as strong as she wants to be. But I don't want to give anything away.
Anyway please enjoy and leave me a review. It would really make my day! And you all know reviews make me update quicker. I can't help it if I am a people pleaser. :D
I sit in my bedroom doing my homework, I have only been there for one freaking day and my French teacher has already given me homework, what the hell? French is so hard to learn! I honestly don't see the point in learning it, it's not like I am going to be moving to France when I am older. I bite my lower lip and narrow my eyes at the writing in front of me, what the fuck does that say?! God this is hopeless. I throw my pen on my desk in frustration and decide to listen to some music instead. I put my headphones in and blast my skull with 'Pumped up kicks' by foster the people, I love their music! I lean back in my desk chair and relax; who knew school could be this stressful? I drum my fingers on the desk in time with the music and think about how well my life is going, and it's all thanks to the Grey's. They are truly amazing people and I can feel free and happy here.
Suddenly my earphones are ripped out of my ears and my eyes shoot open only to be met by Mr. Over protective himself. I narrow my eyes at Teddy and he just smirks at me. "What's up?" he asks in a cool tone.
I roll my eyes at him and turn my IPod off. I spin in my chair to be facing his way. "The sky, the celling, the moon, the sun. The list is endless Teddy."
He chuckles at my sarcasm. "Good to know," he then turns serious and moves to sit on my bed. "I need to talk to you about something."
I nod and stand from my chair and move to sit next to him on my bed. "Shoot." I give him a small smile in which he doesn't respond to. Damn something must be up.
"Thomas Lorris is someone you really shouldn't be friends with," I bite my tongue to keep myself from snapping at him. He really doesn't have a right to say who I am friends with. He continues. "My friend has this girlfriend and Lorris put his hand up her skirt while he was stoned. He claims she came onto him but have you seen the kid? Nobody would want to date that! My friend was and still is dating that girl. Lorris flipped out when we told him that he was a dirty pervert and he started throwing punches. Needless to say he is a psychopath, Amy, I don't want you to hang around with him and get hurt."
I nod my head and he smiles, but his smile is short lived when I open my mouth. "Thank you for your concern Teddy but I can choose who I am friends with. I like Tommy and we have a lot in common. So I will continue to be his friend," his eyes blaze with anger and frustration but I don't stop. "If he does anything like that to me I will end our friendship but until that day you will just have to trust me on this one."
"Are you fucking crazy?" Teddy snaps as soon as I finish my sentence.
I sigh; damn he is acting like a seven year old. "No, I am not. I am still going to be his friend because I like him."
He shakes his head and looks away from me. "You are so stupid, you know that? You are just a stubborn little shit."
My mouth falls open at his words but I refuse to snap at him. "Yeah, I guess I am pretty stubborn."
He glares at me but I keep my face emotionless. "I can't believe this shit. His mom is a fucking druggie for Christ's sake!"
I can't hold it back any longer, he has crossed the line. "My mom was a druggie too! What does that make me Theodore?!" I yell at him.
He shrugs. "If you hang out with Lorris you will end up like her."
I can't believe he just said that! "Fuck you! Not everyone was born with a silver spoon in their mouths."
He scoffs. "You know nothing about me."
"I know enough and for what it's worth, you are a complete and utter asshole." His mouth falls open at my words that will show the bastard!
It goes silent for a while and I don't like silence. It's always hiding something much darker, everyone has a dark side and sometimes silence can bring that out. "Well, what would you call yourself then? Huh? You are nothing but a druggie's baby. That's all you will ever be. Being a whore probably runs in your family." And there it was. Teddy's dark side.
I feel my chest tighten at his words and unwanted tears well in my eyes. "Fuck off! You are a prick and I lying bastard!" I scream. I'm surprised Ana and Christian can't hear us.
"You are lucky my parents went with Phoebe to the hospital to get her cast removed," he snaps. "Also how am I a lying bastard?"
"Amy Cub isn't fucking real!" I spit at him.
He scoffs. "Well never. God how blind to you have to be? How haven't you realized yet?"
"Realized what?" I growl.
He sighs and runs his hands threw his hair. "Amy Cub was a lie because I didn't want to tell you the truth. I wanted you to figure it out for yourself."
I raise an eye brow at him. My anger is turned into curiosity. "Figure what out?" he doesn't answer me and I know I just can't let this drop. "Please Teddy. Just tell me why you lied."
He shakes his head and looks down at the floor. This is a first, Theodore Grey is being shy. "I can't tell you. You need to find out for yourself. Once you find out everything is going to change."
I think his words through. Why would everything change for me when I find out who has caught his eye? Why can't he just tell me? Why was he being shy? That's when it hits me and I gasp. He looks up at me and I just look into his crystal blue eyes. "Me?" I whisper.
He gulps and I watch as his Adam's apples moves. It's like everything has changed. He was right, he called it. I know that he likes me and the shocking thing is I am kind of flattered that he touched himself thinking about me only after knowing me for a few hours. The air becomes thick and we just look at each other for a few minutes. Neither one of us wanting to talk first. I bite my lower lip and his eyes darken. He looks…aroused.
"No," It's out of my mouth before I can stop it.
He furrows his brows and I see a flash of pain cross him face. "What do you mean no?"
"I don't feel the same way Teddy. I'm sorry." That has to be the biggest lie I have ever told in my life. What am I doing?
His eyes will with tears and it feels like someone is sitting on my chest, what have I done? "I'm sorry Amy. I shouldn't have been so stupid. Of course you wouldn't want me, I'm an asshole." A tear falls from his eye.
Before I can say a word to him he's out of my room and closing my door. No! What the hell have I done?! I sit on my bed disgusted with myself. I have truly fucked up. I lied to the only guy I have ever liked and better yet he liked me back. He probably would have wanted to date me and treat me right. Fuck! Tears fall from my eyes and I don't even try to wipe them away, I deserve my pain, I deserve a lot more.
I jump when I hear angry rock music coming from Teddy's room. The music is making the house shake and my skulls starts to hurt. My head aches and I have a pain in my chest; I can barely breathe or think.
I climb up to the top of my bed and let my tears fall from my eyes. My body shakes from my sobbing and I know deep down that Teddy is in pain too. I don't know how to fix this; how can anyone fix a mess like this?
I close my eyes after what seems like a lifetime of sobbing my heart out. Teddy's music stopped playing about half an hour ago after Christian yelled at him to turn it off or he will take his car away for a month. When Ana came to check on me I turned away and said I had a headache and that I was tired. Yet another lie I have told tonight.
I can feel myself drifting into a troubled sleep. I just hope I can wake up from this nightmare.
Please don't hate me for leaving it off here, I have a plan and you will all like it after the next chapter. The next chapter is the big one. It will have pain and heartbreak but I am a sucker for love stories so there will be a nice surprise at the end.
Shout out to LilRuberntzzzzzz who got married and is having a baby! Congratulations and thank you for reviewing on most of my stories. :D