So I heard that this song was going to be on Glee and frankly I think its sums up Kurt's position perfectly. Ooh song fic. Spoilers for 'The Break up' if you haven't already seen it and cried yourself to sleep and then weren't able to sleep because of it and then woke up with a broken heart because of what happened and….ok I'll stop talking. Also spoilers for 4x05 –well according to the promo and the leaked song list

Disclaimers - I do not own Glee that's Ryan Murphy's baby or this song which belongs respectively to writers of Grease. I own nothing, nothing at all

Italics- singing not going to say who here but you can probably guess.

Finn was stunned; Had Mr Shue really just made him director of the musical. He was flabbergasted that Mr Shue (or do I call him Will now?) trusted him so him so much but at the same time felt like he was drowning, that that this was too much responsibility. He needed Kurt; he would know what to do.

"So guys," Finn coughed to get the raucous Glee club's attention "As you all know our musical this year is Grease."

The members of the choir-room cheered but Finn had not finished speaking.

"well I wanted to say is that grease has quite a large cast and.." he motioned towards the members "err..we have quite limited numbers…so I brought in some reinforcements."

As Finn carried on talking five very familiar characters walked into the room. "The New Directions meet the New Directions."

Blaine and Tina shared a look as Kurt and Mike joined Santana, Rachel and Mercedes next to the piano, This was going to be awkward. It was a month and a half since that fateful night in New York and Kurt had not spoken a single word to Blaine. The ex-Warbler had finally given up trying to contact his boyfriend?...exboyfriend?...Kurt after two weeks of him ignoring Blaine's messages and the weekly bunch of flowers and chocolates and teddy bears and scarves had stopped shortly after.

Finn cleared his throat and tried to get the excited chatter to die down. "So to kick off our Grease week…err… give it up for Kurt Hummel." He said awkwardly

Kurt patted his step-brother on the shoulder as he positioned himself behind the microphone. "Well done Finn you did great." The fashion intern brushed off the imaginary lint from his jacket "'t really get to sing in front of audiences much anymore…..unless you count Rachel in our loft…" Kurt chuckled nervously and Rachel and Finn exchanged sympathetic glances. Kurt should be thrilled about his new life in New York but without Blaine, Kurt would never truly be happy.

Blaine gulped, was Kurt Hummel nervous?

"So excuse me if I'm a little bit rusty" he continued "I think its pretty self-explanitory who this song is directed towards." Kurt said closing his eyes as the introduction started.

Oh God, he meant me didn't he? Blaine wasn't ready to hear Kurt's angelic voice. Not this song. But it was too late, Kurt had already opened his mouth.

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,

My eyes are not the first to cry

Kurt opened his eyes and sought Blaine in the crowd. He had to do this he kept telling himself. However much it hurt

I'm not the first to know,

There's just no gettin' over you

I know I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around

and wait for you

But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else

for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm out of my head,

Oh crap, Blaine's heart was breaking in the middle of the choir room, he had thought that t had already been shattered into a million pieces but apparently not.

Hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him",

my heart is saying "don't let go"

Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

Kurt bowed and waited for the applause to end before running to flee the room mouthing an apology in Finn's direction as he went.

Blaine was actually stunned, Kurt obviously still had feelings for him. If that song said anything it was that Kurt had not given up on him. Not yet.


I just thought that I would add that I do not think that kurt is weak (like at all) hence the time elapsed, also Blaine will have to fight for Kurtie, but if they don't run off into the sunset surrounded by klainebows I will cut a b*tch