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Ch 8 Umm…. WHAT!?


Huh. Who knew silence could be so loud?

"Maybe you should look through later Mom. Okay?" I said extremely nervous.

"Yeah, we should. I'll see you guys later," Renee said after a pause.

"Okay bye!" They said unison.

We got in the car and started going back home. It was extremely awkward and silent. That whole situation was well….again awkward. Mom has never been this silent for this long. And I'm sad to think that I'm the cause of it. I never meant to throw her under the bus, but it was needed to get to the box. If only I had been paying attention…. Ok, I couldn't handle this. She has to talk to me sooner or later.

"Mom?" I started; she really had me worried about her. She was never silent for this long. "Are you ok?" I asked quietly.

She didn't even look at me as I tried to get through to her. She just kept staring, silently as the roads passed us, back to the house.

When we finally made it home, I had reached my end. She was going to talk to me whether she wanted to or not.

"So, what the hell was that about?" I finally asked.

She looked a little stunned at my outburst. I have to admit, I don't yell very often. "Language Bella, I will not have you cussing in the place I call home!"

She was trying to distract me. "Mom what is going on?" I demanded.

She sighed, I could tell her patience was running thin, but I'm not giving her a choice. I needed to know.

"They don't know." She mumbled, hoping I would hear the shame. "They don't know that they are living in your house. They don't know that it used to be Gramps house," She whispered.

Stunned silence. Is that even an emotion? Well, now it should be. I really didn't know what to say. Ok. Yes I did. But those words would probably have me grounded for life. It would probably be words like: What the fuck is wrong with you?! How in the hell could you let them live in gramps house without even telling them? Don't you know that you're lying to the person who you swear above all that you love? So again, what the fuck is wrong with you?

My thought-to-mouth filter must be malfunctioning, looking at my mother's face.

"What in the living fuck were you thinking?" I said demanding answers.

"Young lady do not yell and curse at me in MY house. Do you understand?" My mom told me.

"Really you think I don't have a right to say that?" I said.

The next thing I know she started crying, that's when I started getting worried.

What the hell is going on here?!

"Mom, stop. Okay… I'm so sorry for yelling at you." I apologized.

"I'm sooo sorry I ever put you through all of this pain and suffering." Renee sobbed unstoppably. "It just did and now I don't know what to do! God help me! Bella, what are we going to do?" she looked helplessly at me.

Umm… When did I get included in this drama?


A/N: Now you have chapter 8…. Sadly this is going to be the last update from Bella for a while… we are changing venues to somewhere dealing with silverware… HEHEHE THAT'S RIGHT PPL! WE ARE MOVING ON TO SPOONS! Who do u think this next chapter is going to be about? Edward or Jacob… tune in to find out!

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