I should not be here. I am unworthy to walk on this ground once more and it makes my heart sore to remember what we lost...what I lost that night so many thousands of years ago. It is too late now to reclaim what we lost and it is far too late to remove from our name the oath that we damned ourselves with. The Noldor race will forever be spoken of with disgust and hatred except from a very few. It is too late now...it is too late to do anything but regret and wish that we hadn't been so foolish...