I don't own kickin it

Stand in the Rain by Superchick

Prologue: "I hate you" he screamed. "I hate you too, I hope you die" I yelled three times louder. "Kim, you're lying. You don't want that" he said. "No, that's were your wrong I do" I yelled. "Kim, I'm leaving" he said. "Good, and don't ever come back Jack" I yelled as he went out the front door. He left in the rain and just as he was leaving the car hit him.

August 4th, 2012

"Baby there's a shark in the water. Something underneath my bed, please believe I said. Baby there's a shark in the water" I sang along to the radio. I was driving to my school, Seaford High. I can drive even though I'm only fifteen, I know it's a little young but that's okay. I looked at the date August 4th, 2014. Great, today was just another day that I would be bored in. I rolled my eyes and walked into the school. I saw Jerry then Milton "Hey Kim" they said. "Hey Guys! How was your summer" I exclaimed. "Great, me and Julie kissed when at the chemical interactions museum" Milton said proudly. "Yo, bro that isn't nothing. British twins man, all up on you" Jerry said as he texted. I smiled, nothing has changed with them. "So, have you seen him yet" Milton asked. "Don't you even say the name. You know was my first kiss, then dumps me for Tobin" I yelled. Milton looked at me "Well here he is".

I saw the same boy I was in love with, the same boy who took my first kiss, the same one who dumped me for the cheer team, because I was too fat. I saw his arm around Donna and the whole football team followed. "Hey Milton, Hey Jerry" he said. "Who's the girl over there" he asked. I turned around "Kim" he asked. "Um, hi… Jack how are you? I'm doing great" I said with a fake smile. "Great, me and Donna are two months today" he said signaling her over. "Hi Donna" I said with a fake grin. "Hello Crawford. How are you" she said in her nasally voice. "Great, never better" I said looking at Jacks brown eyes. That's the reason I fell in love with him to begin with. "Well see you around Kim" he said. "Okay" I muttered. Then they all walked past.

I sat on the on bench in the hall just sitting there until the bell rang. The first day of school went well but, all I can think about is Jack and Donna. Jack was my first kiss and he was so good. I was in love with him. Love is a strong word. A word I rarely use. I haven't used it since my dad left. My dad left when I was four. Your sorry, yeah, I don't want your sympathy. I'm Kim Crawford and I'm strong. I went and got in my car and went home.

I got in the house around four ish and went in and felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I never get sick. I've never been sick and not even when the when the flu was going around. I considered the fact that I may be pregnant. I drove to the store and then bought myself some. I was pregnant; the little pink positive came up. I looked at it multiple times before I believed it. Then I called Jack.

He rushed through the door and barged in "Kim I swear if this is a sick joke". I cut him off by giving him the pregnancy test. I looked down at the floor as I heard the rain. I stood my ground, he looked at me. "Kim, why are you so stupid" he yelled. "Me, I'm the stupid on" I questioned. "You're the one with the baby in your stomach" he cried. I looked at him with tears in my eyes "Jack who put it there. I wasn't the one who ever wanted to lose my virginity at fifteen and I trusted you. That's the part that hurts the most." I yelled. He looked down then we both sat on the couch. He looked at me "Then we'll get through this together" he smiled.

November 12, 2012

Jack had broken up with Donna and now was with me. I was in love. I couldn't be happier and today was the baby shower. I walked up to Jack "Babe aren't you excited". "Kim, you're fifteen and pregnant you shouldn't be happy about this" he muttered. "What's your problem?" I asked. "Your being a way to clingy girlfriend" he said. "Maybe it's because I don't know I'm carrying your son and have been for four months now" I screamed. "Kim, you're a dumb little slut who got pregnant so quit taking your problems out on me" he yelled. I heard the thunder crack. "You're a little man whore who still talks to donna even though you have a girl pregnant" I screamed. "I hate you" he screamed. "I hate you too, I hope you die" I yelled three times louder. "Kim, you're lying. You don't want that" he said. "No, that's were your wrong I do" I yelled. "Kim, I'm leaving" he said. "Good, and don't ever come back Jack" I yelled as he went out the front door. He left in the rain and just as he was leaving the car hit him.

November 12th, 2012

"Jackie" I called my one year old son. "We are going to see Daddy today" I cooed. I missed Jack more than I would ever admit. I got in the car and buckled Jack in. We drove to the cemetery and got to Jacks Tombstone. When we got there Jackie was asleep in the back of the car. I sat down and on top of Jacks tombstone. I laid in it bawling. "Jack you will be my first and last. I love you like I've never loved anyone" I said. Then, I cried and texted Milton to come here.

About twenty minutes later "Kim, why did you want me to come" he asked. Then, I fell into his arms sobbing. Then he said "Kim, you have to stand in the rain and hold your ground". Those are the words that kept me alive.