Poor Remus, Its just so hard to resist the temptation to throw him into angsty situations. I just felt the need to show him mourning for lost friends. :P I own nothing. It all belongs to JKR . -AL

Dark Thoughts





A tired young man sits in the corner of a dusty inn near the fireplace. He looks out the window and sighs. The pale, sliver of a moon seems to hold his attention for a moment and then he stares back into the flames as if searching for something.

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I don't think that anyone could ever understand the thoughts that are running through my mind right now. I have dealt with alot over the past years, but nothing like this. They have been such a large piece of my life that I can't fathom going on without them.

Now they are gone.

I know I can still go on living. I'm used to being alone. I can still hold my head up and remember the good times we had together.

Ah, those are such sweet memories.

Not a day goes by that I don't recall how good it felt to be with them. All the adventures we would get ourselves into, not to mention the trouble.

It feels so strange to laugh about those times now. Those carefree days that I thought would never end. How I long for a moment to turn back time and snatch up all those sweet days.

I don't feel whole anymore.

Its as if I left a piece of me somewhere and I won't ever be able to get it back.

If only I could see them again. To tell them how much they meant to me.

Now its too late.

They can't be gone.

Not like this.

I can't stand this. Even with all the monstrosity that lives deep inside me, I could never do something as vile as this to another human being.

I suppose this is what they mean when they say that life isn't fair.

I want them back.

I need them back.

Who am I without them?

How can there be so much evil in this world?

How could someone ever be so cruel as to neuter a stray wolf while he sleeps.

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A/N

Betcha didn't see that one coming.

Sorry I just couldn't help it. It made me laugh and anyone who knows me will tell you that if I find it funny than it must be viewed by others.