Slap! The cold world stops then reality sets in. the cold truth of what had just happened. The world that once was so warm had become cold and hard. All that I had done and set in. all my lies had made to cover my heartbreak all the things I told myself to tell me what I was doing was ok. All the things I had done weren't ok. They weren't hurting anyone I told myself that was a lie. They were hurting someone they were hurting… me.