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POV's: Bella


Bella's POV

"Bella," Edward started, staring at the ground. He didn't speak for a moment. I mentally wanted to yell at him to hurry up, so we could go back and go inside. It was freezing out and my chattering teeth proved it.

"We're leaving, all of us. We're not coming back." He finally said. I gasped a cold breath of air and tried desperately to slow down my heart beat.

"No. Y-you can't go. You can't leave me." I said quietly, afraid I would break down right then and there.

"Bella I don't want you." His voice was hard and solid; he had no emotion on his face that I could read. I opened my mouth to speak again and argue but he kept going.

"You're nothing. I don't love you. I want someone else, a vampire. I can't be with a little weak, pathetic human. I took you out here to save you the embarrassment. I want someone like me, like Tanya." He said smirking at the end.

Tanya? I blinked and his arm was around a pretty blonde. She was all on him, kissing him like I wasn't even there.

"W-what?" I mumbled staring at the scene before me. I closed my eyes, mumbling 'No' over and over. This was a bad dream. It wasn't true. I opened my eyes and they were gone. I stood there and cried. After a while, I turned and ran back home. I don't know how I found my way, but once I did I ran inside and upstairs to my room. I locked the door; I wasn't coming back out. There was no point. Why should I? I stayed in there for a few months, using my personal bathroom in my room and depending on Charlie to bring up food.

One day, I had enough. I sat and thought long and hard about how I have been acting since they left. I felt many things as I looked over my actions,

Dumb,

Dependent,

Childish,

And most of all; I felt embarrassed. I stood up and looked at the alarm clock on my dresser. The bright red letters read 5:34am. It was early and Charlie would be getting up for work around 7. I sighed and got up.

"Time to get up Bella." I mumbled to myself. My body protested in response as my bones cracked and my back and neck ached from laying down too long. I grabbed my things to get in the shower. I turned the water on hot and stepped in. I sighed deeply as the warm water ran down my back and soothed my aching muscles. I washed my hair twice and my body twice. I hated him, and I didn't want anything to do with him. I scrubbed deeply as I remembered his kiss and his touch. All a bunch of lies.

Once I stepped out I looked in the mirror. At least I looked kind of better. I was still the same size, since Charlie would bring up my food for me. My hair was flowing healthy and long though, and my wash made my skin softer. I brushed my teeth a few times, just thinking about how we kissed, and for once it disgusted me. When I was satisfied with the brushing I got dress. I put on some dark navy blue jeans and a Minnie mouse sweater with my grey chucks. I felt like I needed to prove I was getting better, so I threw on some owl earring Alice had got me a long time ago. I brushed my hair and it turned wavy so I kept it out. I looked at the clock and saw it was 6:58. I heard Charlie get up and turn on the shower. I went downstairs and started cooking breakfast. When I sat the first made plate on the table, he walked down. He looked shocked, but I quickly acted like I didn't notice.

"Good morning." I said smiling and sat down with my plate of food. He stared at me for a minute.

"Good morning Bells." He finally said and started eating.

"So, your mom and me got you something." He said getting up and digging around. He finally sat a box on the table and sat back down and continued eating. I picked up the box.

"What is it?" I asked. I hated gifts, they knew I did. Charlie laughed.

"Open it up." He said watching me. I laughed and opened it. Inside was an envelope and a White Samsung Galaxy S™ II. I gasped and picked them both up.

"Whoa." I mumbled to myself. This had to be expensive. Too expensive for only me. I opened the envelope.

"Dear Bella, I know you don't like gifts but- This is for you! Phil's baseball career is going great, and since we have the money, I want you to have some of it! Put my number In there and call and text me whenever you can! I love you dearly and deeply, Love mom." I read out loud. I looked at Charlie who was just finishing up eating. He got up and washed out his plate. He pulled out something from his pocket and sat it on the table.

"That's for you Bells. Go out and enjoy yourself." He said quickly and explained he was going to be late for work. He gave me a quick hug and kiss and left. I spent the next few minutes setting up my phone and putting numbers in it. I looked down and saw 3 hundred dollar bills on the table. I cringed; more gifts. I stuffed them into my pocket, grabbed my phone and keys and walked out.

I instantly went to the mall. I bumped into a lady in Victoria Secret who gave me compliments and asked a lot of questions. I answered them all truthfully. Finally she smirked at me and gave me her card and told me I had won in the contest for a new Victoria Secret model. I was excited. In the past few months I was now 19 and only 5'4. I didn't really care though. Also, my body was not bigger. I was thick in all the right places. I wore a B-cup bra and had a flat stomach and a good sized bottom. I was different from most tall and skinny models. I was Nicole's, the girl who signed me and the Victoria Secret manger, personal favorite. So far I was living with her in New York City. She was like an older sister to me, since she was 23. One day, I got a message in the mail from my dad. He had gotten married to Sue Clearwater.

I snapped out my thoughts as I looked up from my car and realized that I was finally home. I was happy for my dad. He had found someone, and he was happy. That's all that mattered. My heart raced as I stepped out and sniffed the air. I was home again, right back at the place where I got my heart broken.


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