I keep saying someday, someday… It's just… Seriously how much can a person take? How much more is he going to put me through? I was so certain that I could wait five, ten years, but somehow I-I… I just can't fucking take it! It's so irritating. Thinking is so annoying. I'm tired of thinking, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being so stupid, I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of not being his number one, I'm just so tired of this… This love is just too fucking tiring… I can't even breathe sometimes. I'm going insane because I love him too much. Why is it so hard to just love someone? … It hurts, it hurts so bad… I have to end this. I can't give him an ultimatum. I have to do something or else I'm just going to end up dying inside…

Momoi Satsuki could barely even breathe due to the excessive amount of tears streaming so uncontrollably down her face… She cries and cries but with just no expression. She just sits there and thinks, and thinks, and thinks, and thinks… She's breaking inside. She's becoming so emotionally unstable that even her body can't produce the proper muscle movements to just simply frown. The excessive amount of tears and bags under her eyes mixed with her Tetsu-kun-like expression shows at just how hopeless she is. Not just her mind and body has given up, but even her soul. Everything can only continue to bring negative hope and reactions. She's finally decided that tomorrow, she'll leave Dai-chan and enroll into an elite boarding school far, far way so she can never see him again…

As she woke up and took a second to look into the mirror to determine how she looked, she saw a single tear immediately release, her facial expression still did not even attempt to make even a simple little twitch. She was completely deadpan. The tear streaks that are dry still show, the bags under her eyes are way too black to be harmless, the pain in her heart is enough to kill a person with just a feel, and she just couldn't take living with this stupid, hopeless, irritating, wanted love. As she finally puts enough make-up to look presentable, she left while reading a sudden text message from Aomine. 'We need to talk, please call or text me, I'm worried.' That last word was so strong, it had her taste something so sour. It even made her facial muscles actually move, sadly the first movement they had in a while was a sad face no in their life should ever be forced to make…

"Oi! Satsuki w-…where have you been? I've been looking and trying to get in contact with you for weeks!" Aomine was panting breathing very heavily. Sadly it was the last thing Momoi wanted to see. Since that means he did care enough to frantically search for her.

"I've been home that's all."

"Home?! That's all?! What the fuck does that mean?! Why have you been ignoring me?! What? Did I do something wrong? Tell me let me know, I can fi-…" With hearing that last sentence about to come out, anyone could easily tell what he was going to say, especially Momoi. And since she knew, she finally… she finally just snapped!

"Fix it? You can't fucking fix it Aomine! You're the reason why I'm like this! You're frantically searching and calling and texting me huh?! You even said you're 'worried' about me. So I guess that means you do fucking care? But you wanna know some-…" She was yelling and talking so fast that the pain and tears that came streaming down caused her voice to crack and screech before she could finish. But she was going to definitely finish. She even pushed Aomine when he went to grab her. So she forced her voice out to continue even if it hurt too much to do this, she needed to.

"Wah? Of course I care a lot about you what the fuck do you mean? Satsuki I Lov-…"

That stupid, most wanted and detested line that Momoi never wanted to hear was almost let out, she knew if she heard it, with a sincere enough attitude, she wouldn't ever be able to leave… With that realization she could only cry more and continue to force out the words from her heart that could easily kill.

"Don't! … Don't…don't… Please just don't finish that sentence. If you do, I'll be miserable because of how the way things are now… Dai-… Aomine… Don't you realize that even if you care, even if you lo-…, even if you want me and need me, it's not enough. Your caring, your wanting, your l-…liking, is just so miserably half-assed. You state all of this, even show it sometimes… The way you show it sometimes even completely fools me. You might even completely and honestly mean it, but it's never lasting. When you can't have me you sleep with others. Then you come back to me and tell me all the right things. All the right things to make me stay… You're a classic playboy. You do all the wrong things but say all the right things to keep everyone there, suffering. You're so fucking selfish that it's killing me! Every day I say someday you'll pick me. Someday, someday, someday… I spend hours, days, weeks, thinking, and thinking, and thinking… Thinking at how hopeless I am. How hopeless this love is… I can't love you anymore. I don't want to end up hating myself so much that I can't ever change that. I don't want to be miserable. I don't want to be blind anymore. The worst thing is even if I think clearly, I shouldn't be worried about hating myself! I should be hating you! You and you only! But because it's you, that's why I could never, hate you. No matter how much you make me cry, how much you make me hate myself… I just weirdly end up loving you even more…"

Aomine was just too shocked to retaliate. His smooth talk wasn't going to come out because it was impossible for him to deny anything, let alone even speak. He only stood there with an expression that had Momoi hate herself more and more every passing second. An expression Momoi knew that it was only made when Aomine felt like complete shit. It was when he couldn't do anything, he crossed the line, crossed the line so deep that it didn't matter for whatever else he did. The same expression he had when his Mom died… While thinking of all this, he quickly turned his face and attention back to Momoi as she once again spoke with less tears but with still the same impact of emotion…

"Aomi-… Dai-chan… I really do love you. I wanted to be there for you whenever. And I believe I really was. Even when your Mom died, I made you smile. Smile so sincerely it melted my heart and worries. I always made you smile and appreciate life, but for some reason you just can't solely choose me. You can't pick me, the one person who actually cares, the one person who would never leave you. I told you the day your mom died, 'I'll always love you, I'll always be there, I'll make you smile, and I'll never leave you..' I'm so sorry that I'm breaking that promise here and now. Daiki, I'm so sorry I fell in love with you, and I'm sorry that today will be my last day ever seeing you. I'm leaving to Australia in 2 days. I just can't stand to look at you and be reminded of how torturing loving you is… I don't want to die inside any more than this! I'm so sorry for how useless I am. I'm sorry for being such a liar. Daiki.. I'm sorry that I can't stay. I'm sorry that I can't continue to love you… I'm so sorry _...

That last line was said so low and gentle that Aomine could barely hear it. He wanted to ask what she said. He wanted to ask her to not leave. He wanted to tell her that he'll give up his stupid life to her. He'll do anything and everything for her. He'll do anything to have their love remain. To make it as happy and joyful as it could be. But she was already running with an arm on her face to cover her tears and to wipe away her make-up on her sleeve. He couldn't move for a second then finally had his legs pick up the slack and chase her. That small little hesitation though, was sadly the one thing he was going to regret most for the rest of his life. That last little hesitation kept him far enough to only be able to observe Momoi running into the street to tragically end up getting hit by a truck. Those feelings of anger, frustration, depression, shock, and anything else he should and could possibly feel just didn't even happen. His mind was completely blank. Completely empty and lonely. The moment where he finally gained the ability to feel again as he ran to her body and took out his cell phone. He realized what it felt like to not have Satsuki there. It felt like nothing. Not depressing, angry, or any other type of expected emotion. He could only feel nothing. He realized that without her, he was and had nothing. She was the only thing that even made life tolerable and meaningful. She was the only person, the only reason, that he could still smile. It wasn't anyone or anything else in the world that mattered or even made sense to him without her. She was simply his everything…

After someone other than Aomine was able to dial 911, the paramedics came in a rush. They took the hopeless couple to the hospital where Aomine stayed for hours to hear some hopeful news. But when the doctor came back with that expression Aomine could again feel nothing…

"She… Momoi Satsuki made it… But I'm sorry to say that she's been hit too hard in the head and is in a coma. It's… Honestly it's really bad and on a personal opinion, I don't expect her to ever wake up…

Aomine couldn't, no he didn't want to believe that. He felt nothing but quickly forced himself to feel something. Aomine was so angry he screamed, punched a few holes in the walls, pleaded, begged, and cried to the doctor to just do something to have her wake. Anything to make her smile and speak again… Sadly when he remembered her speaking, he quickly remembered the argument. He started to cry even more at how horrible the entire situation really was. Worst of all, the tears and pain really hit him hard when for some reason he even remembered the last thing she said, even though he thought he didn't hear it… 'Daiki, I'm so sorry that I wasn't enough to be your number one…'


Hello! So yea here's chapter 3! Hope you liked it! Sadly it ended with Momoi being in a coma. Cliche? Cheesey? Yeah i kinda figured it's like that but ehh I felt like it was proper for this. I intended this story to be as long as like idk 7-8 chapters but since I update so slowly I believe next chapter or the one after will be the final chapter. Sorry if I'm rushing it and what not. Just I rather not be one of those people who take like an entire year to just finish this. Even though i have taken quite long. SORRY! But yea I hope you enjoyed it though! I'm never really confident in anything I write so yea :p LoL. Thanks for reading!