A/N: If you haven't noticed I rewrote chapter 10 and added some minor details to the chapter, plus I made over 4,000 on the words typed. I would like to do that with ever chapter, but it takes way too long to do so, and readers want several chapters close together. So I will stick to small chapters unless there is a lot going on. Thanks for the reviews and comments. I read all of them.
I couldn't believe the man before my eyes was the same man causing me such turmoil over my feelings, but seeing him so broken and vulnerable made it clear to me how I felt toward him. I was totally in love with some aspect of the man all tangled up in his sheets thrashing about like a wild man. This sight just solidified that he needed me just as much as Gracie did, but I was unsure how to help him since he didn't let anyone to close to him. He had built thick walls up around his heart and it would be tough to tear them down, but I was up to the challenge.
I slowly moved toward his bed just to access what was going on. I don't know why I felt so scared, but tried to put on a brave face because he needed this. I placed my hand on his shoulder as I sat on the edge of the bed. The thrashing eased up a little, but he was still tossing and whimpering. The sounds coming from him sounded more like childlike than that of a grown up. I would have thought it was a young child crying and whimpering if I wasn't sitting here with him. I didn't know what else to do so I crawled up beside him and pulled him close to me.
I wanted to help him in any way that I could. He must have sensed the change in the room because he suddenly eased up with the tossing and cuddled closer to me as I moved on my side. He had his back up against my chest. The whimpering eased a little too, but didn't totally end. I tried to rub soothing circles on his back until I feel asleep myself. I felt so relaxed in this position that I didn't know what I had done.
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I remember the nightmare that I was having so perfectly that I drew in a deep breath trying to erase it from my memory, as I drew in that breath the air around me smelled differently. It wasn't the normal musky smell of my expensive shower gel, but the smell of sweet berries like fresh strawberries. I would know that smell anywhere it was Miss. Steele's shampoo, but why was I waffling it in.
It was in that moment of realization that I felt the warmth of another body beside me. I even had a small arm under my elbow. I tried to turn over very carefully to see if my instinct was correct or not. I was now facing a peacefully sleeping Miss. Steele. I wanted to do so many things right now, but had to keep my body and thoughts in control. I mean why the hell was she in my bed hardly wearing any clothing, but more importantly why was she in my room. I moved to the edge of the opposite side of the bed and moved toward the door.
I slipped out of it and made haste to the security room as fast as my wobbling legs could carry me with the braces and crutches. I found Taylor and Sawyer both in the room with Gracie sitting in a chair in the room.
"Mr. Grey," Taylor says as he notices my pained expression.
"Gracie, honey why don't you go have Mrs. Jones fix you some breakfast," I say trying to get her out of the room.
"Daddy, we were looking for Ana," she whines. I look from her to the two men.
"Well I am sure that Taylor and Sawyer can still look for her while you go and eat," I say ending the conversation right there. She moves in front of me and scowls at me before exiting the room. I take the moment to take a deep breath and try to gently plop myself in one of the high chairs in the room, only to cause a sharp pain in my chest from the movement. Shit!
"Sir, we have…" Sawyer was saying when I waved my hand cutting him off.
"I know exactly where she is," I mutter. They both turn in their chairs to look at me.
"Sir," Taylor says breaking the silence.
"She's in my bed," I say. They both look as if they were going to be sick at any moment. I felt a little angry with them, knowing full well what they thought it meant. They were both very aware of what I did to little brown haired women, but for some reason I didn't even think of Miss. Steele in that way once since I woke up with her beside me.
"Sir, I am so sorry that I didn't catch it again," Taylor says backing up one of the videos on the monitor showing Miss. Steele going into my room shortly after I began my nightmare antics.
"What do you mean again?" I snap. He looks like he might be sick.
"I caught or stopped her from going into your room a few weeks ago. You were in the middle of a nightmare and she was about to enter your room when I stopped her," he says looking from me to Sawyer.
"Why didn't you tell me," I question.
"I didn't think it was important," he mutters a little a shamed of his antics.
"Sawyer, help me back to my room," I say. Sawyer does as he is told and I make it back to my room barely in one piece. I stop him from entering the room and wobble toward the chair by my bed. I take in the sound of Miss. Steele's breathing and her intoxicating aroma. She is just so beautiful. I am amazed that she is still asleep, but then again she was probably up a long time with my noise. I give a small chuckle which makes her move a little.
I ease my way over to sit on the edge of the bed. I can see her face clearly as she opens her eyes. I can tell by the alert expression on her face that she didn't want to be caught in here.
"What time is it," she stutters looking around the room.
"Don't panic," I say trying to calm her down.
"I'm sorry about this, it's not what it looks like," she mutters with blush creeping into her cheeks. I give her a full on smile.
"It's alright," I say a little ashamed that my nightmare was what brought her to me in the first place.
"Mr. Grey, it was rude and unprofessional of me to enter your room without your consent or knowledge. I will…" she was still talking when I ended her speaking by placing my lips over hers and kissing her.
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I hated it when my daddy banished me from a room to talk with the grownups. I went into the kitchen area and ate eggs and toast when Gail put them in front of me. I watched as Sawyer helped daddy back to his room. I wanted to run after him and just lay with him, but decided to give him a few minutes to get, I don't know. Whatever grownups have to do.
I looked at the clock on the wall by the sink and realized I had been waiting for ten minutes. Daddy should be in his bed by now. So I excused myself and ran to my room to change out of my pajamas and into something clean. After putting on a sundress I went and brushed my teeth. Then I brushed my hair and let it hang loose, the ringlets and curls going all over the place, so that when I walked the bounced and moved.
I looked in the mirror behind my door and then walked out of my room headed to my daddy's at the end of the hall way. I heard soft voices coming from inside the room, but only could hear my daddy's voice clearly. I was trying to be as quiet as I could as I snuck up to the door and looked into the room. I plastered a huge grin on my face as I saw Ana and my daddy in bed.
"What the HELL do you think you are doing?" snapped a voice behind me as they pushed me to the side. I landed hard on my butt and looked up at the person in front of me. Ana and my daddy's eyes both landed on me as tears began to fester at my eyes.
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