Tying up loose ends – Chapter Princess Tutu
It had nearly been a year since the raven had been defeated and Ahiru had returned to her original duck form. Fakir, the useless-knight-turned-writer had never left her since, exactly as he had sworn to. He had been rewriting positively the gruesome ends of Drosselmeyer's stories which had been torn away.
This was a good thing but in her heart, Ahiru sometimes still wondered: should she tell him? Tell him what she nearly had when he had promised her he would never leave her, in whatever form?
At the time it had seemed a bad idea with Drosselmeyer still around. Confess her love and disappear in a flash of light? What would have happened to Mytho if she had disappeared with the last fragment of his heart? This was the fear which had kept her mouth shut at that time. But now… now she wondered anew.
Drosselmeyer was gone, she had already returned to her original form in a flash of light. Was she really still at risk to disappear? And even if she was, maybe it would still be worth it to try.
Fakir had not left her. He liked her. But did he love her? Family member could want to stay together forever. Friends could want to stay together forever… and Fakir had been nothing but a good friend ever since the battle. A good friend, but nothing more.
He obviously did not know what she felt for him. The last time he had spoken of love with her, it had been a question about Mytho.
If there was only one chance that the young man could return her feelings, she had to take it and declare herself: she was a duck now and she believed that aside from re-uttering his pledge to stay by her side, Fakir would never breech the subject with her.
And so, on the first anniversary of the battle while Fakir was reminiscing about that fateful day, when he absentmindedly asked what she had been about to tell, she decided it was time.
"What did you want to tell me? I wonder"
"Quack" She said then. – Fakir
He turned his head to face her and looked at her. "Yes Ahiru?"
"Quack quack quack-quack quack." She went on, extending her right wing in front of her to add emphasis to her meaning. – I will tell you.
"You are going to tell me what you wanted to say then." Fakir repeated to make sure.
Ahiru nodded and closed her eyes, remembering the last time she had done that gesture in front of the young man. She had been human then, and he had seemed embarrassed. There was a chance. This straightened her resolve and she opened her eyes again, looking at Fakir with intent.
She bent slightly forward then, both her wings forming a circle in front of her, slightly crossing, showing her heart. She directed her gesture of offering towards the young man, infusing all the tenderness, the desperation, the longing she felt.
The former knight blushed furiously as soon as he understood the gesture. It was clearly the pose she had once taken in front of him, imitating Mytho. This time it really was meant for him. His heart soared, but he still needed confirmation.
"You love me."
"Quaack Quack." She declared, keeping her posture. – I love you Fakir.
There was a flash of light…